ALOT

WishList 2005

1. Backpacking

2. Brazillian Waxing

3. Full Face Waxing

4. Car Licence

5. Crazy Shopping Spree

6. EarringSSssss

7. Bike Licence

8. Taste Weed

9. New Handphone

10. Makeover

11. Lose 10kg

12. New Pair of Jeans

13. SunGlasses

14. A Pair Of Shoes

15. Siberian Husky Pup

16. Ball Python
not wat i was expecting
but juz as cute^^

17. Clubbing In Malaysia

18. Slack At A Beach Resort

19. Get A Good Watch For My Mummie

20. Get A Mont Blanc Pen For Daddie

21. PlayStation 2

22. Another Pair Of Jeans

23. Earphones

*smiles*

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Friends

.:Danyael:.
.:Daryl:.
.:DreamBoi:.
.:LostBody:.
.:Ivan:.
.:Jacy:.
.:Nad:.
.:Princess:.
.:Ray:.
.:Red:.
.:Sheepie:.
.:Stacy:.
.:Veronica:.
.:Vik:.

I got uberly pissed wif ade today... seriously we r giving u advice for sumthing that is wrong... so damn fucking wrong in so many levels... but u keep insisting that u r right.. and that we should think that its alrite too...wat crap!

after all that lecturing frm me and shu... and 2 btls of white wine... we decided to call it a day...

"how am i to believe that wif u limping all over the place, shouing at 3am in the morning in a pte neighbourhood, leaving your stuff around and pouring yourself all over the pillar... how do u expect me to trust u to go home.. much less to go dwn to Arab st for your husband... fuck... wat if u get raped... wat if anything happens... yet you still insist and yell uwere okie... spoke to me in a sacarstic tone... for that night... enuff is enuff... i love you but i dun need to put myself such torture if u dun seem interested... dun seem appreciative..."

i left.. leaving her for her husband... a call came and i poured everything to it.. i doubt she understood wat i was crying about.. but we juz know that we can't go on wif out either of us.. shu, ade, cherry, or me.. we juz need each other..






i sat outside crying... not knowing wat to do why is it that everytime i do sumthing for sumone i love so much can me so unappreciated.. in relationships and friendship..

i missed dayz suddenly.. so badly when shu and i were talking.. i was telling her i loved the way he treated me.. and the flowers he gave me.. the small action he does for me and the words he used.. finally after so many bastards... i have the one that loves me for me.. one that will do anything to make me happy... oen who knows my thoughts and actions wifout asking much...

god i wanna cry.. i juz need him wif me.. juz to be wif me...