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And I really do mean ALOTWishList 2005 1. Backpacking 2. 3. 4. Car Licence 5. Crazy Shopping Spree 6. 7. Bike Licence 8. 9. 10. Makeover 11. Lose 10kg 12. 13. 14. 15. Siberian Husky Pup 16. 17. Clubbing In Malaysia 18. Slack At A Beach Resort 19. 20. 21. 22. 23. *smiles*Archives .:.August 2004.:..:.September 2004.:. .:.October 2004.:. .:.November 2004.:. .:.December 2004.:. .:.January 2005.:. .:.February 2005.:. .:.March 2005.:. .:.April 2005.:. .:.May 2005.:. .:.June 2005.:. .:.July 2005.:. .:.August 2005.:. .:.September 2005.:. .:.November 2005.:. .:.December 2005.:. Friends .:Daryl:. .:DreamBoi:. .:LostBody:. .:Ivan:. .:Jacy:. .:Nad:. .:Princess:. .:Ray:. .:Red:. .:Sheepie:. .:Stacy:. .:Veronica:. .:Vik:. Ideal Guy/Dream Guy 1. Tall [Prolly 1.76m] 2. Good Family Background 3. Sexy body 4. Chinese 5. Drives A Nice Car 6. Rides A Nice Bike 7. Able To Afford Me 8. Owns A Nice Tattoo 9. Smart/Street Wise 10. English Educated 11. Staying Near My Area 12. Parents Agreement [Vic Versa] 13. Kind Hearted 14. Romantic 15. Average Looking 16. Good Career 17. Gives In To Me 18. On My Frequency Of Thinking 19. Able To Click Well 20. Great In Bed
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Wednesday, June 15, 2005 *sigh* ever since graduation... everyoen seems to be drifting apart.. i miss my friends... and i miss them dearly..i really wonder wat has happened.. that friendships r forgotten. prolly i have too much time on my hands and i'm being paranoid... but *shrugs* My job is not doing me well either.. i'm not gettign enuff working days, for that matter not enuff income.. and even if i do get enuff days... my body can't take the pressure.. i'm onli 21.. but i'm suffering frm painful back aches and knee-cap problems.. i'm seriously considering on getting a full time job... but i have so many things i wanna do and i have so little time... as for my relationship.. sum how... i think the honey moon period is over or over soonish... things r beganing to feel normal and dry... thou matt's still really nice to me.. so is his family and all... i hope to see more excitement, more fun, more interesting things. i really hope matt works hard in his job.... Sumtimes... i see him as a kid... sreamin at his family members and throwing his temper around. i hope he learns to control his temper too.. *sigh* i get scared everytime he flares... i hope for alot of things... things that sound so simple but yet so hard to grab... Actually i juz need more in life... more then juz rotting, waiting. sumtime i juz feel like i'm waiting for death himself.. *sigh* |