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WishList 2005
1. Backpacking
2. Brazillian Waxing
3. Full Face Waxing
4. Car Licence
5. Crazy Shopping Spree
6. EarringSSssss
7. Bike Licence
8. Taste Weed
9. New Handphone
10. Makeover
11. Lose 10kg
12. New Pair of Jeans
13. SunGlasses
14. A Pair Of Shoes
15. Siberian Husky Pup
16. Ball Python
not wat i was expecting
but juz as cute^^
17. Clubbing In Malaysia
18. Slack At A Beach Resort
19. Get A Good Watch For My Mummie
20. Get A Mont Blanc Pen For Daddie
21. PlayStation 2
22. Another Pair Of Jeans
23. Earphones
*smiles*
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Friends
.:Daryl:.
.:DreamBoi:.
.:LostBody:.
.:Ivan:.
.:Jacy:.
.:Nad:.
.:Princess:.
.:Ray:.
.:Red:.
.:Sheepie:.
.:Stacy:.
.:Veronica:.
.:Vik:.
Ideal Guy/Dream Guy
1. Tall [Prolly 1.76m]
2. Good Family Background
3. Sexy body
4. Chinese
5. Drives A Nice Car
6. Rides A Nice Bike
7. Able To Afford Me
8. Owns A Nice Tattoo
9. Smart/Street Wise
10. English Educated
11. Staying Near My Area
12. Parents Agreement [Vic Versa]
13. Kind Hearted
14. Romantic
15. Average Looking
16. Good Career
17. Gives In To Me
18. On My Frequency Of Thinking
19. Able To Click Well
20. Great In Bed
Sunday, January 30, 2005
hmm.. last 2 days was a bang!! been clubbing 2 nights in a row... haha
On firday, i was at The Wu Bar wif shy, nurul, nad, vik, mosquito-man and a couple of others i dunno who. At first we wanted a place in Cheeky monkeys.. but it was too damn expensive... 150 for a damn bottle of lousy liquer. Since Wu offered 15 buck for ladies and 20 for men... freeflow till 12.. it was a better choice.. i love fre flows coz i can nv seem to control myself when it comes to buffet style stuff.. hha
Btw.. LOL.. b4 heading down to MS nurl, shy and i where havign our fav laksa @ lucky plaza. [ vik went home to get his identity and nad had to go home to pray 1st. ] well anyway.. after dinner i decided to feed shy Baron~ LOL juz to make him high 1st... coz at the moment.. he's under a depression and i thought it woudl be better of for him to relax and not finish our alcohol when we get to MS. The barons worked like a charm.. hahah... juz one tall can of it and shy was already high... erm... mildy high... started to talk alot. hehe.
drunk shy and sober nurul..
At the bus stop infront of tangs
The club was kinda boring... and it was like i was so out of place... i dun see a single chinese around at all.. all were ang mos and mutts and indians.... *sobz* and i thought that there were gonna be cute guys.
Things onli started to heat up abit when i got high... haha teh crowd started coming in and we started dancing. i got fustrated trying to dance the RnB way.. so i juz danced techno. haha i think i looked liek i was on drugs or sumthing.. and i was so typically ah lian.. i had to dance wif the mirror... else.. i won't wanna dance at all... haha after that... i got bored and started on the poles. haha it was great fun... i juz love to dirty dancing.
-DRUNK SHY-
-The Guys-
-The Devils @ Wu Bar-
-Nurul And Nad-
-Sexyz-
-Together Again-
-*muacks*-
-Group Shot-
-Group Shot 2-
These r juz the couple of picture i manage to take before i really juz got drunk.. haha i can't remember much about wat happened... but erm... all i knew was that an ang mo tried to hit on me.. and a damn African started to hit on nurul. Eeew.... he had touchy touchy hands... *pukes* well after that we juz headed home... and slept haha
hmm.... on sat.. i was working... i finish at 11.. and i was so suprised that matt really did came to fetch me frm work. hehe he seems to be getting sweeter everyday sumhow.. we took a cabby to boat quay... where we waited for his friends. it was a small group of them... but i didn't really care... but matt was really piss tat so many pple played him out. and he was erm.. i guess dead broke. LOL he didn't wan to tell me anything about it... hmm.. things kinda got weird after a while coz his friend started to have quarrel wif his girl.. *ZzzzZ* hmm.. i decided to stay away frm them.. its not like they r really close to me or sumthing. Uncle Jungle,bouncer of Hotstuff @ boat quay, was nice enuff to buy me a drink and chatted wif me a while. haha about matt.. about my work... about his dog.. hah random stuff.. i juz love boat quay.
When they finally decided to enter the pub. i entered it havign a headache.. they were fuckign playing indian songs and RnB.. i really juz hated it... that pub was meant for techno. >.< Uncle Jungle came up to take a look at the place.. and i juz started whining about the music and giving him the sad long face.. haha Since Hotstuff and that pub we were in belonged to the same owner... he went dwn to talk to the lady boss about changing the music. it didn't help much.. i guess coz the DJ felt that the majority were indians and Ang Mos.. so he didn't change.. until i started to complain and got pissed at matt.. haha he brought me out for a smoke and complained to the lady boss personally. i guess here husband, The Big Boss, got pissed and went up personally to see that the music was changed to techno. hehe...
we went up happily.. had a couple of drinks and that was when a guy came up to me and stared at me.. "i was like who the fuck is he".. tehn i realised it was Daren... haha my dear daren. a real mother fucker.. but i still love him... he said that i looked prettier now that i have lost sum weight~ *blushes*. Then i saw another person.. and guess wat it was a Bastard i saw. Eric... used to be in the same class durign year one.. and fuck i juz hate him.. fucking childish and a prositute seeker. juz becoz his friends told me that he seeks prositutes he comes call me a slut.. wat a Bitch! i saw him dancign on the dance floor and it was like... EEww... he can't dance for nuts.. it seems like he has fits or sumthing.. haha then i couldn't help it.. i juz had to tell matt about him and everythign else.. matt got so interested that he started staring at the Bitch while he was dancing... i think he got the feeling that sumone was staring and started to head back to his seat. :x it would be interesting to see him get wacked but heck.. i dun wanna see matt get into another case.. so i told him not to do anything stupid now. sadly... that bitch left shortly after we arrived. *DAMN* hehe
During my time in the club, i was dancing drinking and playing around wif daren. hehe... he's damn cute sia.. had a little talk wif him about our friendship and our fucked up lives...
One things that amazes me everytime i'm at boat quay wif matt's group... no matter where i go.. they will always know where to find me. matt got one of the waitress, Evelyn, to get me dwon stairs for the tequlia he bought for me. and erm.. i was hiding at one coner of the pub talking to daren, but she still manage to find me.. haha..
Went dwn stair for my drink... and heard Techno playing in Hotstuff.. that was went me matt and other girl... another regular of boatquay i guess.. the three of us practically ran onto the dance floor to dance.. there was noone else on the dance floor juz the three of us.. everyone else was mutt or indian.. all waiting for the Rnb... watching us dance.. it was like we owned the place.. we were the main regulars anyway~
Back upstairs.. in the Pub that we were at.. i got tired after dancing too much... and juz flopped dwn on the sofa.. that was when a guy came up to me and told me that i dances really nice for techno... *blushes again* and that he was more of an rnb person.. we exchanged names and a handshake... i got kinda freaky when matt stop in his steps while dancing and stared at the guy.. haha
2 compliments in one night~*blushes deep red* haaha.. i was so happy~ haha
That night i came back the bastard tried getting my attention again.. haha i was dead drunk... so i decied to see wta he wan... he asked em to see how his song was and crap again... sumthign about liking to mix rnb more now and he did a 10min non-stop remix.. i fell asleep 1 min into the song... and juz told me yea it was good and tat i wanted to sleep. haha seriously he is a bastard.
i love my life now.. everythign is great.. i have great friends.. and everything is juz wonderful.. haha erm.. everything but skool >.<
On firday, i was at The Wu Bar wif shy, nurul, nad, vik, mosquito-man and a couple of others i dunno who. At first we wanted a place in Cheeky monkeys.. but it was too damn expensive... 150 for a damn bottle of lousy liquer. Since Wu offered 15 buck for ladies and 20 for men... freeflow till 12.. it was a better choice.. i love fre flows coz i can nv seem to control myself when it comes to buffet style stuff.. hha
Btw.. LOL.. b4 heading down to MS nurl, shy and i where havign our fav laksa @ lucky plaza. [ vik went home to get his identity and nad had to go home to pray 1st. ] well anyway.. after dinner i decided to feed shy Baron~ LOL juz to make him high 1st... coz at the moment.. he's under a depression and i thought it woudl be better of for him to relax and not finish our alcohol when we get to MS. The barons worked like a charm.. hahah... juz one tall can of it and shy was already high... erm... mildy high... started to talk alot. hehe.
drunk shy and sober nurul..
At the bus stop infront of tangs
The club was kinda boring... and it was like i was so out of place... i dun see a single chinese around at all.. all were ang mos and mutts and indians.... *sobz* and i thought that there were gonna be cute guys.
Things onli started to heat up abit when i got high... haha teh crowd started coming in and we started dancing. i got fustrated trying to dance the RnB way.. so i juz danced techno. haha i think i looked liek i was on drugs or sumthing.. and i was so typically ah lian.. i had to dance wif the mirror... else.. i won't wanna dance at all... haha after that... i got bored and started on the poles. haha it was great fun... i juz love to dirty dancing.
-DRUNK SHY-
-The Guys-
-The Devils @ Wu Bar-
-Nurul And Nad-
-Sexyz-
-Together Again-
-*muacks*-
-Group Shot-
-Group Shot 2-
These r juz the couple of picture i manage to take before i really juz got drunk.. haha i can't remember much about wat happened... but erm... all i knew was that an ang mo tried to hit on me.. and a damn African started to hit on nurul. Eeew.... he had touchy touchy hands... *pukes* well after that we juz headed home... and slept haha
hmm.... on sat.. i was working... i finish at 11.. and i was so suprised that matt really did came to fetch me frm work. hehe he seems to be getting sweeter everyday sumhow.. we took a cabby to boat quay... where we waited for his friends. it was a small group of them... but i didn't really care... but matt was really piss tat so many pple played him out. and he was erm.. i guess dead broke. LOL he didn't wan to tell me anything about it... hmm.. things kinda got weird after a while coz his friend started to have quarrel wif his girl.. *ZzzzZ* hmm.. i decided to stay away frm them.. its not like they r really close to me or sumthing. Uncle Jungle,bouncer of Hotstuff @ boat quay, was nice enuff to buy me a drink and chatted wif me a while. haha about matt.. about my work... about his dog.. hah random stuff.. i juz love boat quay.
When they finally decided to enter the pub. i entered it havign a headache.. they were fuckign playing indian songs and RnB.. i really juz hated it... that pub was meant for techno. >.< Uncle Jungle came up to take a look at the place.. and i juz started whining about the music and giving him the sad long face.. haha Since Hotstuff and that pub we were in belonged to the same owner... he went dwn to talk to the lady boss about changing the music. it didn't help much.. i guess coz the DJ felt that the majority were indians and Ang Mos.. so he didn't change.. until i started to complain and got pissed at matt.. haha he brought me out for a smoke and complained to the lady boss personally. i guess here husband, The Big Boss, got pissed and went up personally to see that the music was changed to techno. hehe...
we went up happily.. had a couple of drinks and that was when a guy came up to me and stared at me.. "i was like who the fuck is he".. tehn i realised it was Daren... haha my dear daren. a real mother fucker.. but i still love him... he said that i looked prettier now that i have lost sum weight~ *blushes*. Then i saw another person.. and guess wat it was a Bastard i saw. Eric... used to be in the same class durign year one.. and fuck i juz hate him.. fucking childish and a prositute seeker. juz becoz his friends told me that he seeks prositutes he comes call me a slut.. wat a Bitch! i saw him dancign on the dance floor and it was like... EEww... he can't dance for nuts.. it seems like he has fits or sumthing.. haha then i couldn't help it.. i juz had to tell matt about him and everythign else.. matt got so interested that he started staring at the Bitch while he was dancing... i think he got the feeling that sumone was staring and started to head back to his seat. :x it would be interesting to see him get wacked but heck.. i dun wanna see matt get into another case.. so i told him not to do anything stupid now. sadly... that bitch left shortly after we arrived. *DAMN* hehe
During my time in the club, i was dancing drinking and playing around wif daren. hehe... he's damn cute sia.. had a little talk wif him about our friendship and our fucked up lives...
One things that amazes me everytime i'm at boat quay wif matt's group... no matter where i go.. they will always know where to find me. matt got one of the waitress, Evelyn, to get me dwon stairs for the tequlia he bought for me. and erm.. i was hiding at one coner of the pub talking to daren, but she still manage to find me.. haha..
Went dwn stair for my drink... and heard Techno playing in Hotstuff.. that was went me matt and other girl... another regular of boatquay i guess.. the three of us practically ran onto the dance floor to dance.. there was noone else on the dance floor juz the three of us.. everyone else was mutt or indian.. all waiting for the Rnb... watching us dance.. it was like we owned the place.. we were the main regulars anyway~
Back upstairs.. in the Pub that we were at.. i got tired after dancing too much... and juz flopped dwn on the sofa.. that was when a guy came up to me and told me that i dances really nice for techno... *blushes again* and that he was more of an rnb person.. we exchanged names and a handshake... i got kinda freaky when matt stop in his steps while dancing and stared at the guy.. haha
2 compliments in one night~*blushes deep red* haaha.. i was so happy~ haha
That night i came back the bastard tried getting my attention again.. haha i was dead drunk... so i decied to see wta he wan... he asked em to see how his song was and crap again... sumthign about liking to mix rnb more now and he did a 10min non-stop remix.. i fell asleep 1 min into the song... and juz told me yea it was good and tat i wanted to sleep. haha seriously he is a bastard.
i love my life now.. everythign is great.. i have great friends.. and everything is juz wonderful.. haha erm.. everything but skool >.<
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
hmm... i think that Ps2 is really takign up too much of my time... haha i hardly even have time to update my blog and i'm always whining i that i wanna go home to play my FFX [Final Fantasy X] haha..
Hmm.. this morning i got a MSN message frm that bastard... seriously i dunno wat is he trying to prove or do... he messaged me asking me if the DJ at Hotstuff @ Boatquay was Peter.. o.O i was like.. wat the fuck sia.. and i jus ignored the stupid message... I can't imagin being wif him again... it would be such a waste of my time now.
At this point of time i'm going shopping almost everyday for the last few days... haha.. over the last erm... 4 days... i have gotten for myself a converse waist-pouch, a converse jacket, a pair of pants, a pair of lovely Levis jeans[tat i think i'm too fat to wear.. haha], a converse polo tee and a flower printed bare-back top[yesterday]. hehe.. i think my bank is drying up already. hehe..
Last night my daddie was so sweet... i asked for money to pay Vik for the chalet i had booked.. and he offered to pay me for my top and my Levis.. haha the funnie think about this was that when i told my mummie that i wanted to get a pair of levis jeans... she told me to pay it myself... i agreed... but now he's trying to reimburse me behind my mum's back.. hehe i guess he feels hreatpainf or letting me pay so much for sutmhing. hehe anyways.. i juz took the chalet money and 50 bucks for my top.. i think i'm gonna get a pair of shoes today or tmr.. and next week prolly the top frm Esprite.
hmmm.. lets see.. this year has been a great year for me so far.. thou there r still bastards pissing me off.. atleast i'm still glad to have my friends wif me... who needs a bf wif the friends that i have now.. erm.. btu i still do wish i had sumone to cuddle and hug of coz.. and OOoo... who i wish that sumone has a nice face and a six pac ab~ haha *drools*
I wanna go home to play my FFX!!!!! stupid skool!!! i hope my attachment would be a relaxed one wif a small tv there.. so i can bring my Ps2 tehre to play~ hehe... of coz i hope the pay would be sumthing liek 400 or sumthing.. i heard sum onli get 200++ *sobz* free labour....
Hmm.. this morning i got a MSN message frm that bastard... seriously i dunno wat is he trying to prove or do... he messaged me asking me if the DJ at Hotstuff @ Boatquay was Peter.. o.O i was like.. wat the fuck sia.. and i jus ignored the stupid message... I can't imagin being wif him again... it would be such a waste of my time now.
At this point of time i'm going shopping almost everyday for the last few days... haha.. over the last erm... 4 days... i have gotten for myself a converse waist-pouch, a converse jacket, a pair of pants, a pair of lovely Levis jeans[tat i think i'm too fat to wear.. haha], a converse polo tee and a flower printed bare-back top[yesterday]. hehe.. i think my bank is drying up already. hehe..
Last night my daddie was so sweet... i asked for money to pay Vik for the chalet i had booked.. and he offered to pay me for my top and my Levis.. haha the funnie think about this was that when i told my mummie that i wanted to get a pair of levis jeans... she told me to pay it myself... i agreed... but now he's trying to reimburse me behind my mum's back.. hehe i guess he feels hreatpainf or letting me pay so much for sutmhing. hehe anyways.. i juz took the chalet money and 50 bucks for my top.. i think i'm gonna get a pair of shoes today or tmr.. and next week prolly the top frm Esprite.
hmmm.. lets see.. this year has been a great year for me so far.. thou there r still bastards pissing me off.. atleast i'm still glad to have my friends wif me... who needs a bf wif the friends that i have now.. erm.. btu i still do wish i had sumone to cuddle and hug of coz.. and OOoo... who i wish that sumone has a nice face and a six pac ab~ haha *drools*
I wanna go home to play my FFX!!!!! stupid skool!!! i hope my attachment would be a relaxed one wif a small tv there.. so i can bring my Ps2 tehre to play~ hehe... of coz i hope the pay would be sumthing liek 400 or sumthing.. i heard sum onli get 200++ *sobz* free labour....
Tuesday, January 25, 2005
Anotehr strike off my wish list~ HAHA I got my !st pair of Levis jeans today.. haha i know.. it sounds quite erm.. weird for a 21 year old to have her 1st Levis onli now.. but still at leats i got it~ haha i can't wait to get it back on thursday... i had to sent it for alteration... fat arse... short legs.. wat to do... haha
Anyways.. today i dragged Nurul and Vik wif me for shopping.. its kinda bad.. but i guess erm.. i juz wanted company.. hehe after shopping.. we had a beer behind the somerset mrt.. coffee shop.. hmm.. had sum interesting topics to talk about.. crushes... life and death stuff... relationship crap... freedom... guys.... lol had a good day...
At the moment i think the onli thing that is makign my life horirbel is skool.. had a quarrel wif a fat pig of a lecturer today juz becoz i brought a couple of friends into the lab after skool hours.. prolly get a warning letter... but heck.. wat can he do.. ban me frm skool? -.-|| tat's ridiculous and of coz there is the damn projetc i'm having... dun think i can finish it.. but thank god atleast there is sum progress... :x
Anyways.. today i dragged Nurul and Vik wif me for shopping.. its kinda bad.. but i guess erm.. i juz wanted company.. hehe after shopping.. we had a beer behind the somerset mrt.. coffee shop.. hmm.. had sum interesting topics to talk about.. crushes... life and death stuff... relationship crap... freedom... guys.... lol had a good day...
At the moment i think the onli thing that is makign my life horirbel is skool.. had a quarrel wif a fat pig of a lecturer today juz becoz i brought a couple of friends into the lab after skool hours.. prolly get a warning letter... but heck.. wat can he do.. ban me frm skool? -.-|| tat's ridiculous and of coz there is the damn projetc i'm having... dun think i can finish it.. but thank god atleast there is sum progress... :x
Sunday, January 23, 2005
hmm... sori a bout the late update.. been really busy these few days..
hmm.. lets see wat have i been doing over the week... i have been to JB wif my Manager and Ram... been busy wif the open house touring... working... and playing my new Ps2... hahaha
The trip to JB was great.. but erm.. kinda embarressed... i didn't know how to be the pilan[is that how u spell it?] rider... haha ended up sharing a seat wif Ram on his bike... hahaha.... they brought me to the same nice place that i mentioned in my previous entry.... i had tomyam again.. and Apple sesha~ hehe
hmm... Open house... all i can say is i was irritated... hot.... and bored to death.... i hate kids... but i love the far they had.. hehe... all the food... the freebies... and games.. haha
And of coz there is my Ps2!!! haha can u believe it Matt really bought me a Ps2!! *jumps for joy*. i guess me bugging him really annoyed him so much that he really didn't have a choice to get it for me.. ahaha... hmm.. i guess.. of all the things tat happened over the few days i remember this the best... hahah
i meet him at Jubilee at amk after skool wif remy, blursheep and vik[who left to meet his friend Naz] found him... and headed dwnstairs that was when he told me that he was hospitalized for food poisoning and over at JB modifying cars for the last few days... haha.. that i would hardly believe but *shrugs*.. haha.. anyways.. we walked into the game shop dwn stairs and he started to ask about the pricing of the Ps2... 288 for the original set, 388 for the modified set, 488 for the modified set wif 10 games.. ahha well.. i didn't dare to choose... so he choose the 388 one.. erm.. i couldn't help luffing so much at the shop... i think the pple there thought i was mad of sumthing.. coz matt was starting to regret for wat he did.. well he seem to anyway...
After we bought the Ps2.. we sat at S11 for dinner... talking wif sheepie... seriously i think he is psychoic or sumthing....chatted about randoms...
When matt asked em how i was going home and when i i told him via mrt.. he said i was mad.. i was mad to carry that stupid big bag around... so he was gonna send me home.. haha i was so touched!! becoz he was heading dwn to his Serangoo house.. which was liek nto veri far... but he had to send me all the way home 1st b4 goign back to his house in serangoon.
Anyways... b4 we left.. we found vik at S11 too... we join them for a while... chatting... annd thatw as when Vik started telling matt about my squeaking erm.. moment... but wat the hell, i squeak all the time..
now i'm at home... rotting my body away. playing my Ps2.. haha i Love FFX~~~~
Well.. i dunno but i think i wanna get my bike lic too and get a bike asap... it seems like everyone around me is getting a bike already...'else they would be driving a car... >.< i'm so jealous... -.-||| hmm... my head is still kinda foggy.. juz wokeup... there seems to be so many things i wanna talk about.. but they r juz messed up at the moment. Dun worry its nth about that bastard... that bastard is as good as dead to me now.
hmm.. lets see wat have i been doing over the week... i have been to JB wif my Manager and Ram... been busy wif the open house touring... working... and playing my new Ps2... hahaha
The trip to JB was great.. but erm.. kinda embarressed... i didn't know how to be the pilan[is that how u spell it?] rider... haha ended up sharing a seat wif Ram on his bike... hahaha.... they brought me to the same nice place that i mentioned in my previous entry.... i had tomyam again.. and Apple sesha~ hehe
hmm... Open house... all i can say is i was irritated... hot.... and bored to death.... i hate kids... but i love the far they had.. hehe... all the food... the freebies... and games.. haha
And of coz there is my Ps2!!! haha can u believe it Matt really bought me a Ps2!! *jumps for joy*. i guess me bugging him really annoyed him so much that he really didn't have a choice to get it for me.. ahaha... hmm.. i guess.. of all the things tat happened over the few days i remember this the best... hahah
i meet him at Jubilee at amk after skool wif remy, blursheep and vik[who left to meet his friend Naz] found him... and headed dwnstairs that was when he told me that he was hospitalized for food poisoning and over at JB modifying cars for the last few days... haha.. that i would hardly believe but *shrugs*.. haha.. anyways.. we walked into the game shop dwn stairs and he started to ask about the pricing of the Ps2... 288 for the original set, 388 for the modified set, 488 for the modified set wif 10 games.. ahha well.. i didn't dare to choose... so he choose the 388 one.. erm.. i couldn't help luffing so much at the shop... i think the pple there thought i was mad of sumthing.. coz matt was starting to regret for wat he did.. well he seem to anyway...
After we bought the Ps2.. we sat at S11 for dinner... talking wif sheepie... seriously i think he is psychoic or sumthing....chatted about randoms...
When matt asked em how i was going home and when i i told him via mrt.. he said i was mad.. i was mad to carry that stupid big bag around... so he was gonna send me home.. haha i was so touched!! becoz he was heading dwn to his Serangoo house.. which was liek nto veri far... but he had to send me all the way home 1st b4 goign back to his house in serangoon.
Anyways... b4 we left.. we found vik at S11 too... we join them for a while... chatting... annd thatw as when Vik started telling matt about my squeaking erm.. moment... but wat the hell, i squeak all the time..
now i'm at home... rotting my body away. playing my Ps2.. haha i Love FFX~~~~
Well.. i dunno but i think i wanna get my bike lic too and get a bike asap... it seems like everyone around me is getting a bike already...'else they would be driving a car... >.< i'm so jealous... -.-||| hmm... my head is still kinda foggy.. juz wokeup... there seems to be so many things i wanna talk about.. but they r juz messed up at the moment. Dun worry its nth about that bastard... that bastard is as good as dead to me now.
Thursday, January 20, 2005
I think i'm starting to like single life alot... seriously... its like now... i have so many things to do... so little time... i can do anything i wan... and not worry about anything much... thou my pockets r drying up real fast >.< hahah but still yea... its good... i have lost interest in getting a bf.. all i wan is juz many many good girl/guy friends that i can play wif and be there for me when i need them... so commitments... no hurt... no jealousy... hehe
last night i was at Zouk wif the girls.. haha we were talking about cherry's flinging escapades... and we came to a conclusion that she is juz having sum late puberty symptoms. haha
Well... we hammered ourselves on Baron... its not bad tasting.. and the girl kinda got a little too high over less then 3 mugs of beer.. O.o sum times i jus regret that matt actually taught me how to drink. anyways... yea... we were at Phuture dancing.. i kinda got bored dancing wif girls.. so i juz turned and grab the guy behind me... haha damn he had a good body.... nice 4 pac abs... nice cheast.. too bad he was a fuckign chinese ed... Eeeww.... i hate chinese eds... and i'm guessing he is frm NS too coz of the group of pple he mixed wif.. all fucking Botaks :x
It was nice dancing wif him.. dancing wif him bad me feel like i was dancign wif a boyfriend... we held hands... hugged.. and grabbed each other's arses... haha Btw he had a really kinky arse~ small and firm~ hehe.. too bad Adei got drunk... had to take her of her else... Bronzee is gonna so kill me... :x had to call him to come pick us up coz she was too wasted... i couldn't juz let her go home alone like tat... she was like sitting every where and walking as thou she was gonna sleep on the road then and there... god.... thank god i was juz high and no drunk >.<
hmm.. last night was another good outing.. and god.. i miss tat guy's abs... hehe
last night i was at Zouk wif the girls.. haha we were talking about cherry's flinging escapades... and we came to a conclusion that she is juz having sum late puberty symptoms. haha
Well... we hammered ourselves on Baron... its not bad tasting.. and the girl kinda got a little too high over less then 3 mugs of beer.. O.o sum times i jus regret that matt actually taught me how to drink. anyways... yea... we were at Phuture dancing.. i kinda got bored dancing wif girls.. so i juz turned and grab the guy behind me... haha damn he had a good body.... nice 4 pac abs... nice cheast.. too bad he was a fuckign chinese ed... Eeeww.... i hate chinese eds... and i'm guessing he is frm NS too coz of the group of pple he mixed wif.. all fucking Botaks :x
It was nice dancing wif him.. dancing wif him bad me feel like i was dancign wif a boyfriend... we held hands... hugged.. and grabbed each other's arses... haha Btw he had a really kinky arse~ small and firm~ hehe.. too bad Adei got drunk... had to take her of her else... Bronzee is gonna so kill me... :x had to call him to come pick us up coz she was too wasted... i couldn't juz let her go home alone like tat... she was like sitting every where and walking as thou she was gonna sleep on the road then and there... god.... thank god i was juz high and no drunk >.<
hmm.. last night was another good outing.. and god.. i miss tat guy's abs... hehe
Monday, January 17, 2005
God!!!!!!!! Ijuz did a full face wax... and damn.. my face feels weird now.. it feels kinda fake~ LOL and itchy... when i got out of the room i looked as if a million moquitos decided to have a feast on my face... HAHA anyways i'm so glad i did it at least my Whiskers r gone now... thou my brows look kinda weird... BTW waxing does hurt.... but after a while everything seems to be numb... and the warm wax felt real good on the skin.. haha
Well. anyways.. juz an update of wat my week end was like.. and all i can say it was great fun even thou things didn't turn out as plan... Vik.. Misty and i madea trip to JB.. sadly Vik coz had a few last min things to do.. and couldn't join us till later.. and Suay as i am... his car was not avaliable...
Saw this while talking across the causeway
"SCAN BE OBTAINED"
LOL
Anyways.. we checked int o this damn erm.. run dwn HOE-TEL... even hotel 81 one was better then wt we stayed in that day.. well at least we had a place to stay... hehe... hmm... after checking in... we stayed in the hoe-tel, Straving our stomachs to bits waitign for his coz... in the end.. he couldn't make it.. making Vik kinda pissed... and i was damn scared to disturb him fo rthe rest of the day.. i scared he scold me then i cry~~ *sobz*...
Muilt Racial Group
Stunned Face
Just Got Laid
Bliss Of Getting Laid
AHAHA
Hi.. I'm Andy.. Poggle Andy..
HAHA
We made our way out.. and we had to walk quite a distance out.. since the damn hoe-tel was in such a deserted location... we ended up walking all the way to Eden HOTEL.. and i can tell u this was a real hotel.. thou sg have better hotels.. it was one of the better one i have seen in JB.. While walking to Eden.. i was being scared to death by the motorist in JB... they drive to closly to the pavement that they juz freak me out so badly... i was squeaking all over the place.. not to mention that Malaysia has free hydrolics for pple walking and driving alike.. i tripped over so many bumps and holes.. >.< LOL
Had a great dinner.. Vik was so sweet to order so much food for me.. thou he wasn't hungry. haha seriously.. i was straving to death... but my tummie can onli take so much... we had 20 otaks.. one bowl of noodle soup... one bowl of mutton soup.. and one plate of rice... i was picking frm every plated he ordered.. ahaha.. we ended up not finishing the food and wif 10+++ otaks.. the joke of the day was that when i asked vik for the pirce of the otaks he had to tell me in a robotic voice of "10 ringgit" misty and i started luffing even harder when he said he wasn't aware that he did it.. haha BTW the robotic voice things is a joke about how his uncle talks.
When we were done wif dinner and about to leave... 3 girls spoke to Vik... and asked if he as frm sum secondray skool. and i really think that vik is a freak.. he knows everyone everywhere.. in skool... in town.. and now in JB... i wonder if in KL he will know anyone.. LOL
hmm... at Eden lounge.. a place that vik wanted to bring us to so badly for keeeluuuarrr~ (Khalur)haha... Vik seemed kinda solem.. and kinda freaked me out... hmm.. if i remember correctly.. he was staring at one of the damncers so hard that i had to wave my hand at his face to get his attention.. hahaha
we left the lounge and got ourself a botle of Tequila.. damn it as fucking cheap.. even wif the tax.. its was jus 60RM... damn.. i needa go drinkin at JB more often.. haha... on our why back... we stopped at 7-11 for salt... btw.. the salt turned out to be a mix of salt and MSG... thx to our blur friend Misty~ LOL at the counter... that funnie boy had to ask the girl Lemons.. haha its a 7-11.. 7-11 dwn carry fresh fruits! ahaha as for me.. i was looking at everything... it seems like Malaysia have so many weird kinda sweets that SG doesn't... and i found a HUGE Chupa chups!! Vik saw me staring at it and asked if i wan one.. hahah i grab one... and started looking aroudn again.. and stared at sutmhing.. haha i guess i kinda pissed Vik off.. hahaha coz he told me in a fatherly tone "Enuff! Its time to go" hahah so i turned.. and juz as we were leaving we remembered to get chips... that was when i went round staring at things wif wide eyes.. till Vik told me the door was there and not wat i was looking at.. hahah
!!Cheap!!!
We had a nice long walk back.. and stared on our bottle of Tequlia... Misty really couldn't control his alcohol.. and started puking.. *god* we were left wif like 3 pax of tequlia left when viks coz called to say he would be rushing over now.. sum how till now.. i dunno if it was better that he didn't come or if he did come.. coz he really did annoyed the hell out of me.. but seriously he is a nice guy.. he brought over another bottle of alcohol.. Henessy... haha more alcohol for us... hmm.. after a couple of shot.. i couldn't remember much.. i knew was that vik's coz decied to squeeze wif me in the same bed.. and god... did they make a hell lot of noise... till i reached a point that when he was lieing dwn beside me.. back up... making sum kinda weird joke or sumthing i god up and pnched him hard in the shoulder... after that everything was coool~~~i got to sleep~ HAHAHA
Henessy
Ram aka Vik's Coz
Gays
Myself and Misty
Woke up the next day to Vik's ringing phone.. he was out cold! it had to ring 3 times b4 he pickedup.. and vik's coz had to on the TV and started playing games wif misty...wat really woke me up was Viks Amazing alarm ring tone... i woke up seeign him wraped up like a cocoon wif one arm stucking out haha... but seriously.. last night was too damn cold.. i dun understand out misty and his coz coudl tahan such a temperature... vik's coz complained i cuddle too much.. but fuck.. my nose was freezing out!
Abstract Art
We checked out and headed dwn to this really nice place for breakfast/lunch... had tomyam and it wasn't that bad after all... slacked there a while... erm.. a long while... and headed dwn to City Square to get sum stuff...
Myself and Vik
Hmm.. thou wat i say on my blog now doesn't seem much.. but i can tell u i was luffing frm the time i met vik adn misty till we got back to SG. Hhmm.. i guess u haev to be there to know how fun it was... And Vik was complainign that this wa'n't was he expected... but still i really did enjoy myself... i really wonder how the next tiem woudl eb liek if he had transportation provided.. i think i'm gonna luff till my tummie turns. haha CHEERS!
Well. anyways.. juz an update of wat my week end was like.. and all i can say it was great fun even thou things didn't turn out as plan... Vik.. Misty and i madea trip to JB.. sadly Vik coz had a few last min things to do.. and couldn't join us till later.. and Suay as i am... his car was not avaliable...
Saw this while talking across the causeway
"SCAN BE OBTAINED"
LOL
Anyways.. we checked int o this damn erm.. run dwn HOE-TEL... even hotel 81 one was better then wt we stayed in that day.. well at least we had a place to stay... hehe... hmm... after checking in... we stayed in the hoe-tel, Straving our stomachs to bits waitign for his coz... in the end.. he couldn't make it.. making Vik kinda pissed... and i was damn scared to disturb him fo rthe rest of the day.. i scared he scold me then i cry~~ *sobz*...
Muilt Racial Group
Stunned Face
Just Got Laid
Bliss Of Getting Laid
AHAHA
Hi.. I'm Andy.. Poggle Andy..
HAHA
We made our way out.. and we had to walk quite a distance out.. since the damn hoe-tel was in such a deserted location... we ended up walking all the way to Eden HOTEL.. and i can tell u this was a real hotel.. thou sg have better hotels.. it was one of the better one i have seen in JB.. While walking to Eden.. i was being scared to death by the motorist in JB... they drive to closly to the pavement that they juz freak me out so badly... i was squeaking all over the place.. not to mention that Malaysia has free hydrolics for pple walking and driving alike.. i tripped over so many bumps and holes.. >.< LOL
Had a great dinner.. Vik was so sweet to order so much food for me.. thou he wasn't hungry. haha seriously.. i was straving to death... but my tummie can onli take so much... we had 20 otaks.. one bowl of noodle soup... one bowl of mutton soup.. and one plate of rice... i was picking frm every plated he ordered.. ahaha.. we ended up not finishing the food and wif 10+++ otaks.. the joke of the day was that when i asked vik for the pirce of the otaks he had to tell me in a robotic voice of "10 ringgit" misty and i started luffing even harder when he said he wasn't aware that he did it.. haha BTW the robotic voice things is a joke about how his uncle talks.
When we were done wif dinner and about to leave... 3 girls spoke to Vik... and asked if he as frm sum secondray skool. and i really think that vik is a freak.. he knows everyone everywhere.. in skool... in town.. and now in JB... i wonder if in KL he will know anyone.. LOL
hmm... at Eden lounge.. a place that vik wanted to bring us to so badly for keeeluuuarrr~ (Khalur)haha... Vik seemed kinda solem.. and kinda freaked me out... hmm.. if i remember correctly.. he was staring at one of the damncers so hard that i had to wave my hand at his face to get his attention.. hahaha
we left the lounge and got ourself a botle of Tequila.. damn it as fucking cheap.. even wif the tax.. its was jus 60RM... damn.. i needa go drinkin at JB more often.. haha... on our why back... we stopped at 7-11 for salt... btw.. the salt turned out to be a mix of salt and MSG... thx to our blur friend Misty~ LOL at the counter... that funnie boy had to ask the girl Lemons.. haha its a 7-11.. 7-11 dwn carry fresh fruits! ahaha as for me.. i was looking at everything... it seems like Malaysia have so many weird kinda sweets that SG doesn't... and i found a HUGE Chupa chups!! Vik saw me staring at it and asked if i wan one.. hahah i grab one... and started looking aroudn again.. and stared at sutmhing.. haha i guess i kinda pissed Vik off.. hahaha coz he told me in a fatherly tone "Enuff! Its time to go" hahah so i turned.. and juz as we were leaving we remembered to get chips... that was when i went round staring at things wif wide eyes.. till Vik told me the door was there and not wat i was looking at.. hahah
!!Cheap!!!
We had a nice long walk back.. and stared on our bottle of Tequlia... Misty really couldn't control his alcohol.. and started puking.. *god* we were left wif like 3 pax of tequlia left when viks coz called to say he would be rushing over now.. sum how till now.. i dunno if it was better that he didn't come or if he did come.. coz he really did annoyed the hell out of me.. but seriously he is a nice guy.. he brought over another bottle of alcohol.. Henessy... haha more alcohol for us... hmm.. after a couple of shot.. i couldn't remember much.. i knew was that vik's coz decied to squeeze wif me in the same bed.. and god... did they make a hell lot of noise... till i reached a point that when he was lieing dwn beside me.. back up... making sum kinda weird joke or sumthing i god up and pnched him hard in the shoulder... after that everything was coool~~~i got to sleep~ HAHAHA
Henessy
Ram aka Vik's Coz
Gays
Myself and Misty
Woke up the next day to Vik's ringing phone.. he was out cold! it had to ring 3 times b4 he pickedup.. and vik's coz had to on the TV and started playing games wif misty...wat really woke me up was Viks Amazing alarm ring tone... i woke up seeign him wraped up like a cocoon wif one arm stucking out haha... but seriously.. last night was too damn cold.. i dun understand out misty and his coz coudl tahan such a temperature... vik's coz complained i cuddle too much.. but fuck.. my nose was freezing out!
Abstract Art
We checked out and headed dwn to this really nice place for breakfast/lunch... had tomyam and it wasn't that bad after all... slacked there a while... erm.. a long while... and headed dwn to City Square to get sum stuff...
Myself and Vik
Hmm.. thou wat i say on my blog now doesn't seem much.. but i can tell u i was luffing frm the time i met vik adn misty till we got back to SG. Hhmm.. i guess u haev to be there to know how fun it was... And Vik was complainign that this wa'n't was he expected... but still i really did enjoy myself... i really wonder how the next tiem woudl eb liek if he had transportation provided.. i think i'm gonna luff till my tummie turns. haha CHEERS!
Saturday, January 15, 2005
My god!!! work today is is like working in a mad house! LOL. Once a table was billed and cleared... or rather once a table is free... a new set fuckers would set in... LOL sales totalled up to about 4k juz for this night... a few fuckers that really made my mood go bad... a few orders forgotten.. otehr then hat yea.. everything was crazily great~ LOL... I practically felt high.. when i say high its like alcohol/drugs high kinda high... frm working... haha the feeling was shoik.. thou my legs feel like theyr gonna collapse under me.. hehe
And again~ LOL... under stressing conditions.. i needed chocolate... bugged Rahim to buy me a bar again~ hehe... seriouly.. i have got to say he has got to be one of the funniest manager and easiest going manager i have every seen... he even lend me 50 bucks.. juz becoz my pay's not in yet and i needed the cash badly... where to find sia this kinda manager.... LOL
after work... i requested for a double whiskey coke.. erm.. prolly its was a little to much for me.. to the fact i was dead tired.. the alcohol kicked in real fast... felt kinda light headed 1/2 way dwn the glass... haha
i guess everyone was rushing to go back.. so Rahim offered to send me home.. Via his bike.. haha Its been liek wat? 6 years since i actually rode a bike? i didn't know how to get on.. i didn't know if i should even move if he makes a turn or sumthing.. he was complaining that the biked wobble too much... hahha... sori about it.. i'm too heavy and i seriously dunno nth about bikes...
When we got the gates of my Condo.. Rahim was shocked... shocked that i am frm a rich family or sumthing... i guess... LOL had a ciggies or 2 chated about the indo chine branches... how each place was ran... how he got himself promoted... and i foudn out that my ex captain... Razali was promoted to being asst. manager... hahaha it seriously is a joke... that guy is so damn blur looking and HE IS BLUR!!! LOL god i miss them...
All in all to summarize everything.... I enjoyed myself at work today veri much... and i really love them for making it so~ LOL Thank you!
And again~ LOL... under stressing conditions.. i needed chocolate... bugged Rahim to buy me a bar again~ hehe... seriouly.. i have got to say he has got to be one of the funniest manager and easiest going manager i have every seen... he even lend me 50 bucks.. juz becoz my pay's not in yet and i needed the cash badly... where to find sia this kinda manager.... LOL
after work... i requested for a double whiskey coke.. erm.. prolly its was a little to much for me.. to the fact i was dead tired.. the alcohol kicked in real fast... felt kinda light headed 1/2 way dwn the glass... haha
i guess everyone was rushing to go back.. so Rahim offered to send me home.. Via his bike.. haha Its been liek wat? 6 years since i actually rode a bike? i didn't know how to get on.. i didn't know if i should even move if he makes a turn or sumthing.. he was complaining that the biked wobble too much... hahha... sori about it.. i'm too heavy and i seriously dunno nth about bikes...
When we got the gates of my Condo.. Rahim was shocked... shocked that i am frm a rich family or sumthing... i guess... LOL had a ciggies or 2 chated about the indo chine branches... how each place was ran... how he got himself promoted... and i foudn out that my ex captain... Razali was promoted to being asst. manager... hahaha it seriously is a joke... that guy is so damn blur looking and HE IS BLUR!!! LOL god i miss them...
All in all to summarize everything.... I enjoyed myself at work today veri much... and i really love them for making it so~ LOL Thank you!
Friday, January 14, 2005
As promised Jade's tattoo... [Self design]
I was dead bored on teh way to work today... thank god i had shy wif me and this is wat we did all that way frm skool too jurong east mrt...
!!Playful!!
!!!!!!NERD!!!!!!
Shy... Are you on drugs again??
Hehehe
O.o ~Act Cute~ o.O
Well alll i can say is i'm really glad i'm working... Finally i'm working~ I dunno why but i juz love to go to work~ at work.. i'm so much happier.. and i think NOTHING of that Bastard... Hehe... i can't wait for sat.. in fact i can't wait to get back to work tmr...
Emily
Crazy Girls of Siem Reap
This girl here is my new found darling... super hyper and super cute~ she's like the luffing pill of Siem reap... working wif her is a pleasure and joy.. hehe She makes me luff most of the time and its like.. haha she's juz plain cute.. i could so eat her~ LOL
Jeffy and Myself
[Atleast that's wat i think her name is]
LOL
Jeffy is my cashier... She is also another crazy girl.. always grumbling about wanting to go home and wantign to sleep... haha.. even thou she can be a Prick at times... she was really sweet when i'm depressed... she made me a wonderful chocolate milkshake to cheer me up... most of the time i'll be disturbing her.. juz tryign to irritate the hell out of her... everytime kena scolding also.. *sobz* LOL but i still love her~
This is my Chef Egk
[dunnoe how to spell his name]
HAHA
I have known this crazy flirt like 2 years ago... when i 1st worked at Siem Reap... haha and still he is as flirty as b4... BTW he's frm Thailand... he's a nice guy.. but swings into depression frm time to time... in anyways... i still love him too... coz he feeds me when i'm hungry and plays wif me when i'm sad... thou sumtimes... i get really annoyed wif him poking me.. >.<
Rahim
[i think that's how u spell his name anyways haha]
Okies.. this is the Edert who runs siem reap... and who sponsered me money for my chocolates today~ HAHA. He is my bartender... my manager... my chef and my college... Basically... he is everything in Siem Reap LOL... and no i do not have a crush on him anymore... he's too skinny and EEewww.... he likes Minas!!! Anyways... all in all he is still a nice guy... pampers the staff and plays wif us.. so fr i think he is one of the best managers i have worke wif coz he is so damn flexible that we bullie him most of the time.. hahah
All in all i love working in Siem reap... everyone is crazy... and everyone is nice...
Thursday, January 13, 2005
Juz got frm lunch and i'm stuck wif my project... My partner fell sick today.. so i asked her to go home.. poorting was sick for 2 days already and still won't see the do... kinda reminds me of matt.. he will onli go to the doc if he is gonna die...
Anyways... wat the fuck is segmentation fault!! i hate linux and i hate programming and most of all i hate my bloody Project Sup... then again... all guys r bastards... its whether they r big bastards or small bastards... hmm... kinda reminds me of wat my partner said the other days.. "girls so poorthing... when young have to handle big bastards.... when grow older have to handle little monsters..." lil monsters as in KIDS....
Thank god i'm working today... i'm so dead bored... and so restless these few days... last night i was at Daryl's place drinkin, was suppose to be at zouk.. but it seemed kinda boring... anyways daryl is sum guy i got to know via wholivesnearyou.com... i was so impressed by his house.. its kinda like my dream house... and i have no idea how am i gonna tell u how its like... but it was juz beautiful~ anyways... we had a couple of drinks and the things that he asked me and said made me feel like sum kinda cheap thrill or sumthing... *shrugs* i think i juz portray myself as an ez fuck most of the time... but fuck... i think i'm one of the hardest girl to lay unless if i really wanted u to lay me... else u can juz go drill a hole on the wall and fuck it.. haha crude but hey.. its juz me... i ain't a veri nice girl~
Yesterday i brought Jade to get her tattoo done... i'll have to upload it later thou... So yea... we were there.. looking at pictures on the wall and she says *pointing* she knows "that" guy... Jospeh?!?!? he's like the co-owner or sumthing of utopia studios... he was her cousin's ex... o.O small world huh? everyone seems to know everyone~
Anyways she got her tattoo done.. and she was telling me it didn't hurt as much as i described it to her.... i could have smacked her for it... fuck mine did fuckign hurt.. and it hurt ALOT!!!!! i was gripping the chair so hard i was like dead tired... dead shagged... dead exshauted after the tattoo was done...
Yes well i think i'm turning desperate... i seem to be turned on to any guy wif a sexy body these days... juz this morning when daddie and mummie sent me to skool.. i was drool a s group of guy jogging topless along the main road of MaryMount... damn they looked good~ LOL Jade was saying i was juz plain dumb... and it seemed liek i would date a Male bimbo anytime anyday~ lol...
Guys in Sg r such skinny weaklings... else they r juz too flabby for my liking... erm.. i know i'm flabby too but hey~~ who wouldn't wanna date a sexy body~ *drools* V-back~ 6 pac~ *drools*
Anyways... wat the fuck is segmentation fault!! i hate linux and i hate programming and most of all i hate my bloody Project Sup... then again... all guys r bastards... its whether they r big bastards or small bastards... hmm... kinda reminds me of wat my partner said the other days.. "girls so poorthing... when young have to handle big bastards.... when grow older have to handle little monsters..." lil monsters as in KIDS....
Thank god i'm working today... i'm so dead bored... and so restless these few days... last night i was at Daryl's place drinkin, was suppose to be at zouk.. but it seemed kinda boring... anyways daryl is sum guy i got to know via wholivesnearyou.com... i was so impressed by his house.. its kinda like my dream house... and i have no idea how am i gonna tell u how its like... but it was juz beautiful~ anyways... we had a couple of drinks and the things that he asked me and said made me feel like sum kinda cheap thrill or sumthing... *shrugs* i think i juz portray myself as an ez fuck most of the time... but fuck... i think i'm one of the hardest girl to lay unless if i really wanted u to lay me... else u can juz go drill a hole on the wall and fuck it.. haha crude but hey.. its juz me... i ain't a veri nice girl~
Yesterday i brought Jade to get her tattoo done... i'll have to upload it later thou... So yea... we were there.. looking at pictures on the wall and she says *pointing* she knows "that" guy... Jospeh?!?!? he's like the co-owner or sumthing of utopia studios... he was her cousin's ex... o.O small world huh? everyone seems to know everyone~
Anyways she got her tattoo done.. and she was telling me it didn't hurt as much as i described it to her.... i could have smacked her for it... fuck mine did fuckign hurt.. and it hurt ALOT!!!!! i was gripping the chair so hard i was like dead tired... dead shagged... dead exshauted after the tattoo was done...
Yes well i think i'm turning desperate... i seem to be turned on to any guy wif a sexy body these days... juz this morning when daddie and mummie sent me to skool.. i was drool a s group of guy jogging topless along the main road of MaryMount... damn they looked good~ LOL Jade was saying i was juz plain dumb... and it seemed liek i would date a Male bimbo anytime anyday~ lol...
Guys in Sg r such skinny weaklings... else they r juz too flabby for my liking... erm.. i know i'm flabby too but hey~~ who wouldn't wanna date a sexy body~ *drools* V-back~ 6 pac~ *drools*
Tuesday, January 11, 2005
Been drinking too much lately... >.< i'm gonna grow fat~ AGAIN!
Anyways.. yea... i was out wif Jade yesterday and we found the most erm... relaxing place in Clark Quay... we actually wanted to have coffe at Liang Court's starbucks.. but we had a little change of plans when we got there.. hehe...
Its sad to see that Liang Court has changed so much...that it was like closing dwn soonish... and juz remembering how much fun i had there when i was working at Rainforest cafe actually kinda hit me... God i miss those times...
Anyways yea... we Foudn this pub... erm.. relaxing bar.. lounge... watever u r gonna call it at Clarke Quay... and they had the most amusing chairs... take a look~
The pic isn't really clear... but its basically a man in siting position wif his head up and his mouth wide open.. juz imagin siting on t.. its gonna look so.. OooooOOooo.. Kinky~ LOL sori excuse me.. its juz the after period season... hahha...
had a little talk wif her and well.. i guess jade really go the idea i was really juz getting too lonely.. that when i got home she was a Mama-san at work~ she got a guy to chat wif me.. a lawyer in training guy... his name slipepd my mind.. *ooops* but yea.. i was freaked out... New guys juz scare me... its like.. i juz feel they r juz gonna hurt me.. so i tend to run frm them.. thou i really do wan a guy.. yea.. the fact remains i still am scared of them... hahaha... Cute guy... but i dun think we would really match thou... might prolly be too bimboish for him.. haha
As for today.. Vik was nice enuff to bring me and shy dor BOOOozzzzeeeeee [thou i was broke] wif his Couzzz.. Kevin... funnie thing was his Coz was frm my skool but i dun even remember him in anyway... Btw.. THANK YOU VIK AND COUZ!!! LOL
Kevin and Vik
*SNAP*
Has a wonderful time... most of the time i was luffign my arse off... Kevin was jzu as funnie as Vik was... if not even funnie becoz of his damn facial expression...
Shy had to leave early... and er,.. a guy who had a little mental prob took his place.. he sit at/near our table watching Vik and Kevin eating.. HAHA i had a great luff at wat they were commenting infront of the guy... it was mean... yea i know.. but it was juz so funnie..
Almost missed my last bus.. had to take a bus to a bus stop near kevin's place for a change of bus... nice guy... he was nice enuff to accompany till my bus came.. hehe...
Anyways.. yea.. i had a greta tiem today... i even forgot about THAT BASTARD for a while... i guess its the Alcohol... ^^ hehe... dun u juz love th wonders of gettign high~
Anyways.. yea... i was out wif Jade yesterday and we found the most erm... relaxing place in Clark Quay... we actually wanted to have coffe at Liang Court's starbucks.. but we had a little change of plans when we got there.. hehe...
Its sad to see that Liang Court has changed so much...that it was like closing dwn soonish... and juz remembering how much fun i had there when i was working at Rainforest cafe actually kinda hit me... God i miss those times...
Anyways yea... we Foudn this pub... erm.. relaxing bar.. lounge... watever u r gonna call it at Clarke Quay... and they had the most amusing chairs... take a look~
The pic isn't really clear... but its basically a man in siting position wif his head up and his mouth wide open.. juz imagin siting on t.. its gonna look so.. OooooOOooo.. Kinky~ LOL sori excuse me.. its juz the after period season... hahha...
had a little talk wif her and well.. i guess jade really go the idea i was really juz getting too lonely.. that when i got home she was a Mama-san at work~ she got a guy to chat wif me.. a lawyer in training guy... his name slipepd my mind.. *ooops* but yea.. i was freaked out... New guys juz scare me... its like.. i juz feel they r juz gonna hurt me.. so i tend to run frm them.. thou i really do wan a guy.. yea.. the fact remains i still am scared of them... hahaha... Cute guy... but i dun think we would really match thou... might prolly be too bimboish for him.. haha
As for today.. Vik was nice enuff to bring me and shy dor BOOOozzzzeeeeee [thou i was broke] wif his Couzzz.. Kevin... funnie thing was his Coz was frm my skool but i dun even remember him in anyway... Btw.. THANK YOU VIK AND COUZ!!! LOL
Kevin and Vik
*SNAP*
Has a wonderful time... most of the time i was luffign my arse off... Kevin was jzu as funnie as Vik was... if not even funnie becoz of his damn facial expression...
Shy had to leave early... and er,.. a guy who had a little mental prob took his place.. he sit at/near our table watching Vik and Kevin eating.. HAHA i had a great luff at wat they were commenting infront of the guy... it was mean... yea i know.. but it was juz so funnie..
Almost missed my last bus.. had to take a bus to a bus stop near kevin's place for a change of bus... nice guy... he was nice enuff to accompany till my bus came.. hehe...
Anyways.. yea.. i had a greta tiem today... i even forgot about THAT BASTARD for a while... i guess its the Alcohol... ^^ hehe... dun u juz love th wonders of gettign high~
Saturday, January 08, 2005
I still haven't gotten over th fact that the bastard i loved is a 2-timing son of a bitch... to the fact that his mum thinks that i'm a girl wif no family manners... yes she is a bitch too for not being able to see wat she bastard of a son did to me. Maybe i'm a little to harsh wif my words.. but wat can i say... like mother like son? LOL.
Today bryan messaged me asking me stupid questions about his com... i should had prolly ignored him again.. but i guess i still have a soft spot for him... its onli been 2 mth since he threw me into the deep pits of hurt and tears... wheni asked him for afavour of returning my pictures.. which was prolly an excuse to see him.. *Rachel u r such a useless arse* he juz shut up... so i juz told him tat i still hate his guts for 2-timing me and that i wish that he and his sluty girl would die...
i'm so filled wif mixed emotions now that i dunno wat am i supose to feel... wat i'm suppose to do... i wanna kill him but yet.. i wan him to hug and cuddle me.. no words needed... i wanna cry.. but yet.. i wanna be happy that this HAD happened to me, a lesson in life has been taught... i wonder how long more i need to heal.. my cuts r all gone... but i can still feel myself bleeding.. this is all so confusing..
If there was sumthing to take this part of my life off my mind.. i would do anything now... too many sweet memories had been stored... even thou they were all fake, all of them felt so right... so sweet... so forever...
Last night i dreamt of that bastard... i dreamt that we got back together and that we hugged.. we did everything together again... but it was juz a dream.. dreams dun come true... if they did.. there would be alot of happy pple in the world.. there would be peace and there would be no tears.
My friends say i'm juz in need of sumone to love me.. prolly.. but if that's the case i would be a veri happy girl wif matt around.. but i'm not... i need sumone... but i dunno wat i'm looking for..
These 2 mths has changed me so much...or rather.. this setback has changed me so much... my temper has grown shorter then ever... i would rather spend my time at work and at home, than going out for a walk... i sleep so much now that i hardly have anytime to do the things i wanna do.. i avoid all the places that i used to love... even my taste in music has changed... i would rather listen to RnB than eurodance and techno... god... can u imagin?!!? Lemon... Listening to RnB~~ its so wrong~
My life may seem pretty boring frm wat i have described... which is not true... i still do enjoy myself.. wif my old friend... new found friends... dragging me to places... telling me jokes and making me luff till my sides hurt... i appreciate everything they have done... i really do.. but its not wat i wan...
2 months... and counting... please heal me...
Today bryan messaged me asking me stupid questions about his com... i should had prolly ignored him again.. but i guess i still have a soft spot for him... its onli been 2 mth since he threw me into the deep pits of hurt and tears... wheni asked him for afavour of returning my pictures.. which was prolly an excuse to see him.. *Rachel u r such a useless arse* he juz shut up... so i juz told him tat i still hate his guts for 2-timing me and that i wish that he and his sluty girl would die...
i'm so filled wif mixed emotions now that i dunno wat am i supose to feel... wat i'm suppose to do... i wanna kill him but yet.. i wan him to hug and cuddle me.. no words needed... i wanna cry.. but yet.. i wanna be happy that this HAD happened to me, a lesson in life has been taught... i wonder how long more i need to heal.. my cuts r all gone... but i can still feel myself bleeding.. this is all so confusing..
If there was sumthing to take this part of my life off my mind.. i would do anything now... too many sweet memories had been stored... even thou they were all fake, all of them felt so right... so sweet... so forever...
Last night i dreamt of that bastard... i dreamt that we got back together and that we hugged.. we did everything together again... but it was juz a dream.. dreams dun come true... if they did.. there would be alot of happy pple in the world.. there would be peace and there would be no tears.
My friends say i'm juz in need of sumone to love me.. prolly.. but if that's the case i would be a veri happy girl wif matt around.. but i'm not... i need sumone... but i dunno wat i'm looking for..
These 2 mths has changed me so much...or rather.. this setback has changed me so much... my temper has grown shorter then ever... i would rather spend my time at work and at home, than going out for a walk... i sleep so much now that i hardly have anytime to do the things i wanna do.. i avoid all the places that i used to love... even my taste in music has changed... i would rather listen to RnB than eurodance and techno... god... can u imagin?!!? Lemon... Listening to RnB~~ its so wrong~
My life may seem pretty boring frm wat i have described... which is not true... i still do enjoy myself.. wif my old friend... new found friends... dragging me to places... telling me jokes and making me luff till my sides hurt... i appreciate everything they have done... i really do.. but its not wat i wan...
2 months... and counting... please heal me...
Friday, January 07, 2005
Was dead bored today so dun mind me~
~Tai Tai Pose~
Black Ciggies Look So Damn Cool!!!
But They Taste Horrible... >.<
This is how BITCHES pose
Quoted frm Mark:
"This is so wrong... Its looks like sumthing out of a porn movie"
HAHA
~Guilty Kitten~
~Tai Tai Pose~
Black Ciggies Look So Damn Cool!!!
But They Taste Horrible... >.<
This is how BITCHES pose
Quoted frm Mark:
"This is so wrong... Its looks like sumthing out of a porn movie"
HAHA
~Guilty Kitten~
Thursday, January 06, 2005
hmmm... new year's starting out great~ 2 days ago i lost all appetitte to eat... haha *diet time* LOL anyways.. me shy and nurul met for lunch... wif packed food we slacked under one of the blocks opposite skool. When ever i'm wif them i juz keep luffing~ they really r my sweet hearts~
Lab Shot
!!Harum!!
During the evening i manage to drag shy wif me for the kopi session i had.. hehe i introduced shy to jade and mark~ it turned out great shy and jade clicked really well~ lol thou mark scared the poor boi a little~ LOL As usual i will be one bluring out... and juz looking around on wat the walls of Can Cafe. The topic that night was too sensitive to me... brought back too many memories of wat i wanna forget. well anyways.. everything turned out well...
Jade and Shy
They look kinda same dun they? LOL
~~Mr Mark aka Mr Cool~~
Dun we juz look loving~~ hehe
Damn squeezing 2 days events into one entry is juz so boring... -.-||
Anyways last night The girls and i met up.... finally vera was able to meet up wif us. Had dinner at Wheelock - Nooch~
Things started to get a little erm... weird after adie told us that she has to leave Sg for Jakarta for a couple of years.. due to some family business thing.. its sad having to know that so many pple r leave singapore... pple who i had really come to love. i wonder who else is gonna leave...
Anyways we had a great talk about what we are gonna wear on Adei's wedding... but god.. pastel colors r juz so not me... and black is juz not a right colour for a wedding... please dun let me wear sumthing pink and sweet on her wedding~~ We r also plannign a mass 21st bday party... problem is the timing, coz cherry and shu r goign back to aust soonish.. and will be back onli in june or july... wonder how r we gonna celebrate our bdays this year... it would interesting~
Crazy Shu
Vera aka Hippy
Adei aka Kinky Mum
Cherry aka china girl
Time really does fly... so many thing to do so little time... not to mention the big decisions that most of us have to make now.. its scary and so worrying for me... i wish i could juz stop growing and juz hide under the care of my parents..
Lab Shot
!!Harum!!
During the evening i manage to drag shy wif me for the kopi session i had.. hehe i introduced shy to jade and mark~ it turned out great shy and jade clicked really well~ lol thou mark scared the poor boi a little~ LOL As usual i will be one bluring out... and juz looking around on wat the walls of Can Cafe. The topic that night was too sensitive to me... brought back too many memories of wat i wanna forget. well anyways.. everything turned out well...
Jade and Shy
They look kinda same dun they? LOL
~~Mr Mark aka Mr Cool~~
Dun we juz look loving~~ hehe
Damn squeezing 2 days events into one entry is juz so boring... -.-||
Anyways last night The girls and i met up.... finally vera was able to meet up wif us. Had dinner at Wheelock - Nooch~
Things started to get a little erm... weird after adie told us that she has to leave Sg for Jakarta for a couple of years.. due to some family business thing.. its sad having to know that so many pple r leave singapore... pple who i had really come to love. i wonder who else is gonna leave...
Anyways we had a great talk about what we are gonna wear on Adei's wedding... but god.. pastel colors r juz so not me... and black is juz not a right colour for a wedding... please dun let me wear sumthing pink and sweet on her wedding~~ We r also plannign a mass 21st bday party... problem is the timing, coz cherry and shu r goign back to aust soonish.. and will be back onli in june or july... wonder how r we gonna celebrate our bdays this year... it would interesting~
Crazy Shu
Vera aka Hippy
Adei aka Kinky Mum
Cherry aka china girl
Time really does fly... so many thing to do so little time... not to mention the big decisions that most of us have to make now.. its scary and so worrying for me... i wish i could juz stop growing and juz hide under the care of my parents..