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WishList 2005

1. Backpacking

2. Brazillian Waxing

3. Full Face Waxing

4. Car Licence

5. Crazy Shopping Spree

6. EarringSSssss

7. Bike Licence

8. Taste Weed

9. New Handphone

10. Makeover

11. Lose 10kg

12. New Pair of Jeans

13. SunGlasses

14. A Pair Of Shoes

15. Siberian Husky Pup

16. Ball Python
not wat i was expecting
but juz as cute^^

17. Clubbing In Malaysia

18. Slack At A Beach Resort

19. Get A Good Watch For My Mummie

20. Get A Mont Blanc Pen For Daddie

21. PlayStation 2

22. Another Pair Of Jeans

23. Earphones

*smiles*

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Friends

.:Danyael:.
.:Daryl:.
.:DreamBoi:.
.:LostBody:.
.:Ivan:.
.:Jacy:.
.:Nad:.
.:Princess:.
.:Ray:.
.:Red:.
.:Sheepie:.
.:Stacy:.
.:Veronica:.
.:Vik:.

i'm so glad... i told matt what happened and he as sorry about it. thank god..

i was encouraged by star to tell him what happened and how i felt. but i have to say.. that day was a bad day for me, my boss gave sum last min work... i was uberly pissed, coz i actually had to rush home and go for tution. *sigh* i have such great luck for crappy bosses.

Anyways, this entery is juz a summary of everything that has hapened over the weekend. i'm too lazy to put it all in detail. :x

Firday night after i took a nap from all that crap that had happened to me.. i went over to matt's place.. apparently his father got a virus into teh com... tried my best to remove as much as possible thou i suck at it... hehehe but i think i actually made things worst... or rather my anti virus changed a couple of settings in his com.

that night we went down for a walk... i todl him abuot how i felt over the last 2 days, that i wasn't angry... i was juz veri upset and disappointed wif his actions. i was so glad he didn't blow up at me. In fact he was sorry about it and he told me he wouldn't dare to do it again... it was good to hear such things... but on whether it was juz sumthing to make me happy or the truth... i'll have to wait and see...

But sat was fun... we brougth his bro for dinenr wif us.... Cheese fondue.... Chocolate fondue.... fucking over spent! on that evenign itself we spent about 220 bucks in total for dinenr movies and a little light shopping. Brothers Grimm the movie was okie... the story was interesting... cramping all the fairy tales into one movie...

During this movie i felt weird... i felt different towards matt... i felt like i was falling in love again. i was so happy to have him beside me... but the more i think about it the more scared i become... what if everything juz flops down on me again? what if he becomes like the other bastards that i have dated... *sigh*

but right at this moment of time... i think he's the best guy i've had in a long time... i thank god for him.