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WishList 2005

1. Backpacking

2. Brazillian Waxing

3. Full Face Waxing

4. Car Licence

5. Crazy Shopping Spree

6. EarringSSssss

7. Bike Licence

8. Taste Weed

9. New Handphone

10. Makeover

11. Lose 10kg

12. New Pair of Jeans

13. SunGlasses

14. A Pair Of Shoes

15. Siberian Husky Pup

16. Ball Python
not wat i was expecting
but juz as cute^^

17. Clubbing In Malaysia

18. Slack At A Beach Resort

19. Get A Good Watch For My Mummie

20. Get A Mont Blanc Pen For Daddie

21. PlayStation 2

22. Another Pair Of Jeans

23. Earphones

*smiles*

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Friends

.:Danyael:.
.:Daryl:.
.:DreamBoi:.
.:LostBody:.
.:Ivan:.
.:Jacy:.
.:Nad:.
.:Princess:.
.:Ray:.
.:Red:.
.:Sheepie:.
.:Stacy:.
.:Veronica:.
.:Vik:.

its been a long time since i blogged... decided to stop forawhile... hmm.. well.. depression juz set itself in on me again...

I feel weird now... sum how more lonely, and "sad-der". i miss that bastard so much suddenly, i miss having a relationship... a relationship that i wan... i miss falling in love(into the great depths of hell actually).

i have been spending alot of time wif matt... but sum how i could nv bring myself to commit myself to him, i'm scared of being hurt physically and mentally... i dun wan anything to happen to me again. And 2nd point matt lies too much, flirts too much and bums too much.

i have everything i wan in my life now... but why does this feeling have to come back again... sumtimes when i sleep i still dream of that bastard... its been almost 7mths i wanan forget everything, i wan everything to go away... going out now doesn't entertain me as much.. working isn't as fun anymore.. maybe i should juz extend my tattoo and juz fuck the emotions... *pain therapy*

i wan sumthing more in life then juz love... i dun wanna breath, eat, and live on love.. its totally pityful... prolly anotehr reason why i dun wanna get into a relationship is coz of the kinda weirdos that r after me... -.-||| *sigh* right now i have a guy who is juz a freak who is tryign his best to impress me... i'm not in the least bit interested by his weird acts of tailing me all over the place.

it was fun... during the last few mths.. i wish i could turn back time an juz let it stay there... *sigh* i'm confused about wat i wan in life... juz totally confused...