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ALOT
WishList 2005
1. Backpacking
2. Brazillian Waxing
3. Full Face Waxing
4. Car Licence
5. Crazy Shopping Spree
6. EarringSSssss
7. Bike Licence
8. Taste Weed
9. New Handphone
10. Makeover
11. Lose 10kg
12. New Pair of Jeans
13. SunGlasses
14. A Pair Of Shoes
15. Siberian Husky Pup
16. Ball Python
not wat i was expecting
but juz as cute^^
17. Clubbing In Malaysia
18. Slack At A Beach Resort
19. Get A Good Watch For My Mummie
20. Get A Mont Blanc Pen For Daddie
21. PlayStation 2
22. Another Pair Of Jeans
23. Earphones
*smiles*
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Ideal Guy/Dream Guy
1. Tall [Prolly 1.76m]
2. Good Family Background
3. Sexy body
4. Chinese
5. Drives A Nice Car
6. Rides A Nice Bike
7. Able To Afford Me
8. Owns A Nice Tattoo
9. Smart/Street Wise
10. English Educated
11. Staying Near My Area
12. Parents Agreement [Vic Versa]
13. Kind Hearted
14. Romantic
15. Average Looking
16. Good Career
17. Gives In To Me
18. On My Frequency Of Thinking
19. Able To Click Well
20. Great In Bed
Saturday, April 02, 2005
haven't been blogging for a while, been to lazy and too tired as usual~
Well... situation at work is that my boss might be at the verge of firing me for sleeping too much at work.. LOL oh well... it would really be juz my luck, wouldn't it? LOL. i have not idea wat is gonna happen to me when i start workign full time... prolly i might die.. but still.. *sigh*... i guess i'm really too pampered. hehe.
Last night matt brought me to a new place to club it was okie.. juz that there was no mirrors.... >.< his sis, josphine, works there as a singer i think.. or sumthing like that.. but hell... she's damn good. she could even sing the chinese song one "night in bejing". I manage to befriend another one of his sis, Sonia, and she introduced me to this herd things... for tummie flattening and breast enhancement. i was quite amused... and hell it was onli 6 bucks. why not juz giev it a try right? anyways i have been complaining about my bulging tummie and my flat cheast all this while... LOL..sonia left 1/2 way. and i got a sms from the bastard telling me that this is his new number... i replied "erm.. okies.. so?" sigh... why can't juz bastards juz stay ou of my life? josphine as also telling matt and sunny that her husband had hit her... both the guys flared up.. while matt was telling me i was thinking about wat had happened in my last relationship... to stop myself from crying, i juz stared at the TV... i wasn't even aware of wat the TV was showing until matt said that he didn't know i as so interested in Pool. LOL i really had to luff..
after clubbing... we decided to go for supper at koptiam @ benclooen st. whiel waiting for his sis to be ready... sunny and matt was tellign me how scary his sis was back in secondray skool and how nice she was to them.. and how she helped them out all the time...
Okie.. so call me clumpsy... i tiped a whole plate of 1/2 a chicken and a bowl of noodle over onto my bag and onto his sis's stuff... >.< i fel super bad and super paisey.. i practically lost all my appetite... 1/2 a chicken lehz...... at the same time i broke my nail... >.< well.. i guess he got really angry... but he didn't shwo it and even told me that it wasn't my fault.
i found yesterday to be a veri pleasureable time out. even thou the huge mess which i had made.. they were still happyily chatting about their secondary skool days.. it as fun listening ot them complain about each other and all their little escapades.
We onli left for home at about 7 plus n the morning.. and it was raining and freezing cold.. >.<
I feel weird about the relationship i'm having wif matt how... its like we r together... but.. we both know that i dun love him... and that he is crazy about me... i dun mind the kisses the hugs and the sweet talks... thou its alittle to lovey dovey for me most of the time... *shivers* COLD! i've had enuff of commiting myself into a relationship.. i'm scared and i'm tired... when now when i think about the bastard i still wanna cry... cry for wat a fool i had been and how much my heart hurt when certain things happened... the best thign is he's still tryign to contact me.. and i juz accepted his MSN request.. i have no idea at i'm doing.. prolly i'm tired.. and i might wanna disappear for a while.. prolly a week or 2...
Well... situation at work is that my boss might be at the verge of firing me for sleeping too much at work.. LOL oh well... it would really be juz my luck, wouldn't it? LOL. i have not idea wat is gonna happen to me when i start workign full time... prolly i might die.. but still.. *sigh*... i guess i'm really too pampered. hehe.
Last night matt brought me to a new place to club it was okie.. juz that there was no mirrors.... >.< his sis, josphine, works there as a singer i think.. or sumthing like that.. but hell... she's damn good. she could even sing the chinese song one "night in bejing". I manage to befriend another one of his sis, Sonia, and she introduced me to this herd things... for tummie flattening and breast enhancement. i was quite amused... and hell it was onli 6 bucks. why not juz giev it a try right? anyways i have been complaining about my bulging tummie and my flat cheast all this while... LOL..sonia left 1/2 way. and i got a sms from the bastard telling me that this is his new number... i replied "erm.. okies.. so?" sigh... why can't juz bastards juz stay ou of my life? josphine as also telling matt and sunny that her husband had hit her... both the guys flared up.. while matt was telling me i was thinking about wat had happened in my last relationship... to stop myself from crying, i juz stared at the TV... i wasn't even aware of wat the TV was showing until matt said that he didn't know i as so interested in Pool. LOL i really had to luff..
after clubbing... we decided to go for supper at koptiam @ benclooen st. whiel waiting for his sis to be ready... sunny and matt was tellign me how scary his sis was back in secondray skool and how nice she was to them.. and how she helped them out all the time...
Okie.. so call me clumpsy... i tiped a whole plate of 1/2 a chicken and a bowl of noodle over onto my bag and onto his sis's stuff... >.< i fel super bad and super paisey.. i practically lost all my appetite... 1/2 a chicken lehz...... at the same time i broke my nail... >.< well.. i guess he got really angry... but he didn't shwo it and even told me that it wasn't my fault.
i found yesterday to be a veri pleasureable time out. even thou the huge mess which i had made.. they were still happyily chatting about their secondary skool days.. it as fun listening ot them complain about each other and all their little escapades.
We onli left for home at about 7 plus n the morning.. and it was raining and freezing cold.. >.<
I feel weird about the relationship i'm having wif matt how... its like we r together... but.. we both know that i dun love him... and that he is crazy about me... i dun mind the kisses the hugs and the sweet talks... thou its alittle to lovey dovey for me most of the time... *shivers* COLD! i've had enuff of commiting myself into a relationship.. i'm scared and i'm tired... when now when i think about the bastard i still wanna cry... cry for wat a fool i had been and how much my heart hurt when certain things happened... the best thign is he's still tryign to contact me.. and i juz accepted his MSN request.. i have no idea at i'm doing.. prolly i'm tired.. and i might wanna disappear for a while.. prolly a week or 2...