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And I really do mean ALOTWishList 2005 1. Backpacking 2. 3. 4. Car Licence 5. Crazy Shopping Spree 6. 7. Bike Licence 8. 9. 10. Makeover 11. Lose 10kg 12. 13. 14. 15. Siberian Husky Pup 16. 17. Clubbing In Malaysia 18. Slack At A Beach Resort 19. 20. 21. 22. 23. *smiles*Archives .:.August 2004.:..:.September 2004.:. .:.October 2004.:. .:.November 2004.:. .:.December 2004.:. .:.January 2005.:. .:.February 2005.:. .:.March 2005.:. .:.April 2005.:. .:.May 2005.:. .:.June 2005.:. .:.July 2005.:. .:.August 2005.:. .:.September 2005.:. .:.November 2005.:. .:.December 2005.:. Friends .:Daryl:. .:DreamBoi:. .:LostBody:. .:Ivan:. .:Jacy:. .:Nad:. .:Princess:. .:Ray:. .:Red:. .:Sheepie:. .:Stacy:. .:Veronica:. .:Vik:. Ideal Guy/Dream Guy 1. Tall [Prolly 1.76m] 2. Good Family Background 3. Sexy body 4. Chinese 5. Drives A Nice Car 6. Rides A Nice Bike 7. Able To Afford Me 8. Owns A Nice Tattoo 9. Smart/Street Wise 10. English Educated 11. Staying Near My Area 12. Parents Agreement [Vic Versa] 13. Kind Hearted 14. Romantic 15. Average Looking 16. Good Career 17. Gives In To Me 18. On My Frequency Of Thinking 19. Able To Click Well 20. Great In Bed
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Friday, March 04, 2005 *sigh* this is so not a good day for me.. feeling damn depressed. All thanks to that BASTARD! why did he have to fuck everything up? i seriously did love me him so veri much... i tried to give him everything i could... fucking hell... i've wasted to much time, money and effort.... any wat did i get in the end? the bastard runs off wif another girl happily. *sobs* serious sia... i juz feel like breaking dwn and cry again. i feel so damn fucking stupid to have loved and trusted him so much... fucking hell.. all guys r bloody bastard! Prolly is my period/PMS acting up... its making me feel all weird. i wanna get aguy... but fuck... i would think it through 10 times, b4 getting one.. After wat that bastard did to me.. gwad.... i rather go fuck myself. The time we had were fun... but they were all lies.. all fucking lies! He had nv loved me.. and nv did love me... i was juz another fucking toy. Its already been wat? 5mths since this relationship ended... i thought i was all over it already.. but stupid fucking things like that juz had to pop up and fuck me up again! if i were to say i miss the feeling of BGR love.. fuck i would be lying to myself.. coz i had nv felt real BGR love in my life! all the guys i dated were bastards and they will always be bastards. |