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WishList 2005

1. Backpacking

2. Brazillian Waxing

3. Full Face Waxing

4. Car Licence

5. Crazy Shopping Spree

6. EarringSSssss

7. Bike Licence

8. Taste Weed

9. New Handphone

10. Makeover

11. Lose 10kg

12. New Pair of Jeans

13. SunGlasses

14. A Pair Of Shoes

15. Siberian Husky Pup

16. Ball Python
not wat i was expecting
but juz as cute^^

17. Clubbing In Malaysia

18. Slack At A Beach Resort

19. Get A Good Watch For My Mummie

20. Get A Mont Blanc Pen For Daddie

21. PlayStation 2

22. Another Pair Of Jeans

23. Earphones

*smiles*

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Friends

.:Danyael:.
.:Daryl:.
.:DreamBoi:.
.:LostBody:.
.:Ivan:.
.:Jacy:.
.:Nad:.
.:Princess:.
.:Ray:.
.:Red:.
.:Sheepie:.
.:Stacy:.
.:Veronica:.
.:Vik:.

I am so god damn freaking tired................. this job is juz making my life go dwn the drain... everytime i look at myself in the mirror i can see that i have lost all my youth already... >.< i'm old already.... *sigh*

Atleast every other i get to meet the rest of the void deck gouuay gang... i got to luff like hell yesterday.. wif all the eddie murphy joke.. "EEEdddieeeeeee, wat have u doone foor me laaatleeee...." had a nice dinenr at lucky plaza... and the drink store uncle.. [ wanna be bartender, he was flaring cups and spoon all over the place ] he commented on my tattoo saying it looks good. haha. i got my replacement for my sunglasses.

Yesterday iw as so bored playing Tic Tac Toe and solitare wif teh bastard.... *shrugs* dun ask me why... anyways... yea he disappeared liek he always does.. so heck..

*sigh* i feel sad... i'm growing old... and no one wans me... in 5 mths... its like... i onli think matt is after me... other then tat... i think everyone is sacred of me or sumthing... Ram told me... he told me that he doesn't think any guys guy would be able to handle me.. which i think might me true... i'm not your normal/average chinese singaporean girl... i demand too much... and i'm way too playful... :X HAHAHA

I really wonder how my life is gonna be when i grad from nyp... i wanna see the world... and i wanna have fun... but there is too little time.. and too little cash on my hands to be a bummer...

My 21st bday is in 16 days... i dunno if i should be happy.. or worried... the older i get.. the more scared i become.. so many reasponsiblities... so many hurting facts that i can't face... *sigh* 21st... i dun wanna carry all this burden. i still wanna be a kid...