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And I really do mean ALOTWishList 2005 1. Backpacking 2. 3. 4. Car Licence 5. Crazy Shopping Spree 6. 7. Bike Licence 8. 9. 10. Makeover 11. Lose 10kg 12. 13. 14. 15. Siberian Husky Pup 16. 17. Clubbing In Malaysia 18. Slack At A Beach Resort 19. 20. 21. 22. 23. *smiles*Archives .:.August 2004.:..:.September 2004.:. .:.October 2004.:. .:.November 2004.:. .:.December 2004.:. .:.January 2005.:. .:.February 2005.:. .:.March 2005.:. .:.April 2005.:. .:.May 2005.:. .:.June 2005.:. .:.July 2005.:. .:.August 2005.:. .:.September 2005.:. .:.November 2005.:. .:.December 2005.:. Friends .:Daryl:. .:DreamBoi:. .:LostBody:. .:Ivan:. .:Jacy:. .:Nad:. .:Princess:. .:Ray:. .:Red:. .:Sheepie:. .:Stacy:. .:Veronica:. .:Vik:. Ideal Guy/Dream Guy 1. Tall [Prolly 1.76m] 2. Good Family Background 3. Sexy body 4. Chinese 5. Drives A Nice Car 6. Rides A Nice Bike 7. Able To Afford Me 8. Owns A Nice Tattoo 9. Smart/Street Wise 10. English Educated 11. Staying Near My Area 12. Parents Agreement [Vic Versa] 13. Kind Hearted 14. Romantic 15. Average Looking 16. Good Career 17. Gives In To Me 18. On My Frequency Of Thinking 19. Able To Click Well 20. Great In Bed
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Thursday, December 02, 2004 As selfish as this migt sound... i wish Bryan really felt sum pain when i broke up wif him... right now... i dun think he feels anythign at all... all he messaged me was that he is stuck in camp and he can't come out.. *sigh* its really a disappointment.. so i replied him saying that i thought he stayed out till 6 this morning to get a MC... and that it would be the onli thing that i guess he would be lying about..
This noon i was really thinking and hoping that the relationship would turn out okie... but i gues i was hoping for the impossible... if we ever got back together i'm guessing it wouldn't change and it would still be the same.. he will still lie... he will still hurt me.. and he will still ignore me... and i bet he wouldn't even know if i was dead or a life.. i miss him... but how much does he think about me? Anyways. tonight i'll be out wif a friend for a drink to get my mind of things... needa get pple to keep me busy to forget Bryan... i think its enuff of begging and crawling for me for this year... i need a new life.. i need to shed a few pounds and i need real love. *smiles and dream* |