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WishList 2005

1. Backpacking

2. Brazillian Waxing

3. Full Face Waxing

4. Car Licence

5. Crazy Shopping Spree

6. EarringSSssss

7. Bike Licence

8. Taste Weed

9. New Handphone

10. Makeover

11. Lose 10kg

12. New Pair of Jeans

13. SunGlasses

14. A Pair Of Shoes

15. Siberian Husky Pup

16. Ball Python
not wat i was expecting
but juz as cute^^

17. Clubbing In Malaysia

18. Slack At A Beach Resort

19. Get A Good Watch For My Mummie

20. Get A Mont Blanc Pen For Daddie

21. PlayStation 2

22. Another Pair Of Jeans

23. Earphones

*smiles*

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Friends

.:Danyael:.
.:Daryl:.
.:DreamBoi:.
.:LostBody:.
.:Ivan:.
.:Jacy:.
.:Nad:.
.:Princess:.
.:Ray:.
.:Red:.
.:Sheepie:.
.:Stacy:.
.:Veronica:.
.:Vik:.

Hmm.. yesterday felt like a sweet dream.. the dinner and all.. and this morning when i woke up i expected to see Bryan there beside me... stroking my cheeks watching me wake up like he used to. *sigh* but i woke up to a wall in my room.

I really wished that he didn't message me on MSN yesterday... now i miss him so much! its like i keep thinking why didn't he delete me frm MSN? why did he click on my name? why didn't he sms or call me when i didn't reply? *sigh* this is all juz too stressful for me...

Right now.. i'm deprived.. deprived of touch, hugs, kisses and sex.. not to mention love~~ LOL thou matt is willing to give me all of these i dun think i wan them frm him... he kinda freaks me out... the marriage and love me shit is freaking me out... hmm.. wonder wat bryan would say or do if he finds out that Matt is full force after me the moment Bryan ditched me... wonder if he is gonna me jealous.... haha I wish... for all that i know Bryan is a pretty heartless guy.. anyways.. i dun belong to him anymore so i dun see why he woudl even think of being jealous... -.-||| *sigh* i think too much...

but right now i juz need a good guy... a good normal guy who woudl love and and that my parent would like.... it hard to please my parents wif the kinda guys i am attracting. *sigh* i wish that god would send me an Angel. LOL A face that would knock any girl off her feet... wif a nice sexy hunky beefy body and a pair of soft fluffy wings.. *dreams* lol i am seriously living in a world of my own. haha

Anyways.. yea... i'm back to day one of missing bryan again... should i sms him to tell him not to msg me in anyway. coz i'm trying to forget him... or sumthing like tat? *sigh* i'm confused...