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WishList 2005

1. Backpacking

2. Brazillian Waxing

3. Full Face Waxing

4. Car Licence

5. Crazy Shopping Spree

6. EarringSSssss

7. Bike Licence

8. Taste Weed

9. New Handphone

10. Makeover

11. Lose 10kg

12. New Pair of Jeans

13. SunGlasses

14. A Pair Of Shoes

15. Siberian Husky Pup

16. Ball Python
not wat i was expecting
but juz as cute^^

17. Clubbing In Malaysia

18. Slack At A Beach Resort

19. Get A Good Watch For My Mummie

20. Get A Mont Blanc Pen For Daddie

21. PlayStation 2

22. Another Pair Of Jeans

23. Earphones

*smiles*

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Friends

.:Danyael:.
.:Daryl:.
.:DreamBoi:.
.:LostBody:.
.:Ivan:.
.:Jacy:.
.:Nad:.
.:Princess:.
.:Ray:.
.:Red:.
.:Sheepie:.
.:Stacy:.
.:Veronica:.
.:Vik:.

well.. all i can say is i got my tattoo done... HAHA it was implusvie move... and i got myself a pair of skates. looks quite okie thou the tattoo...


Sori about the fats LOL

Well anyway.. yea.. that's wat i got and i'm suffering now... i can't sleep on my back.. i can't enjoy my shows lying on my back... i can't swim... i can go to teh beach.. i can't eat seafood... -.-|||

The reason i got this tattoo was becoz i needed another pain to overwrite the pain that i have in my heart... haha sound mushy? yea... i am.. i missed him badly.. but now more or less i'm better after certain things tat has been made clear.. i see no point in crying for him anymore. sad huh?

Anyways.. now.. i'm juz feel lonely.... this morning my parents asked me how i wanted to celebrate my 21st bday... *sigh* i'm so envious of my friends.. having the pple they love wif them... and surprise parties that they get... haha... i feel so happy for them. Actually.. i wan to be sent to japan or sum europe country for a couple of days alone... i juz need sum peace and sumtime.... away frm this hectic life away frm reality... but too bad.. my parents insisted that i juz held a chalet. *sigh* so much for sweet 21st... i think its gonna be one of the worst days in my life... besides.... its gonna clash wif my attachment... so yea.... i dun think many pple can make it. =(

anyways... i haen't called bryan in 2 days... and i'm still going fine... i have movies... i have my skates... i have my friends... and i have my com. haha

hmm... i think i have been pushed to the brink of going mad... Bryan really did snap of a couple of wires in me... right now.. the onli guy who seems liek he is willing to spend the rest of his life wif me is onli Matt.... he was procliaming in the main of chnl teens and sex that he will marry sumone wif the name starting "L"... of coz i might be thick skin for saying this... but who else has he been trying to date for the last 3 years? -.-||| but... *sigh* he's family background.. his hobbies... his character... its juz not who i wana spend the rest of my life wif. but he is always there for me... and always there when i need him... *sigh* even thou he is one big cock talker.... he is still juz trying to impress...

well.. anyway... i have sent out emails to my blood sisters... asking them to help me find a guy... i'm sure that after so many years of knowing me and the closeness that we have.. i guess i can trust them for their judgement of guys... they won't hurt me... yea.. well. i think i'll carry on wif my boring life at the moment... wif bengsters and wussy wanting me.. *sigh* why can't i juz get a normal guy? -.-|||


...Geeky me...
Prolly this is teh reason i attract weird guys...