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WishList 2005

1. Backpacking

2. Brazillian Waxing

3. Full Face Waxing

4. Car Licence

5. Crazy Shopping Spree

6. EarringSSssss

7. Bike Licence

8. Taste Weed

9. New Handphone

10. Makeover

11. Lose 10kg

12. New Pair of Jeans

13. SunGlasses

14. A Pair Of Shoes

15. Siberian Husky Pup

16. Ball Python
not wat i was expecting
but juz as cute^^

17. Clubbing In Malaysia

18. Slack At A Beach Resort

19. Get A Good Watch For My Mummie

20. Get A Mont Blanc Pen For Daddie

21. PlayStation 2

22. Another Pair Of Jeans

23. Earphones

*smiles*

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Friends

.:Danyael:.
.:Daryl:.
.:DreamBoi:.
.:LostBody:.
.:Ivan:.
.:Jacy:.
.:Nad:.
.:Princess:.
.:Ray:.
.:Red:.
.:Sheepie:.
.:Stacy:.
.:Veronica:.
.:Vik:.

*sigh* its been a week already... and i'm still depressed... last night i took a woalk frm harbourfront MRT to my place, juz a nice long slow walk... thinking about wat went wrong and wat had happened... its funnie how memories becomes an annoying thing at this time. i kept remembering how Bryan and i met in Aust and how much fun we had... how we would juz play together like kids in his house and how he would DJ over his com and me sitting beside him... listening, luffing and disturbing him during his break times... it was good memories... prolly wat i can say is that i had the most fun in this last relationship, compared to others.. The fact was that we were more like best friends/playmates.... we weren't lovers. the walk calmed me down a little... prolly this relationship wasn't for me from the start... there were too my secrets... so many kiddy fights.

Anyways... yea... i thought it over... and by the end of next week i should be fine i guess... i jus need sum time to be... well... alone? *shrugs* I have been feeling weird since the night i cried my heart out. i feel like i'm juz floating... living a dreams, or rather a nightmare... i didn't know if Bryan was real or was he juz part of a dreams i had. but a dream can't possibily have so many memories in them can they? lol.

Later, i'll be having dinner wif my mama-san and my erm.. mama-san's pet pirana... lol namlly Jade and Jana... i heard that Jade might be bring a guy or 2 for dinner.. *grinz* and i heard that they were yummie too.. haha... anyways its a might... Sg guy these days r more shy compared to girls... *geez*

Seriously... now i dun even know wat to do... most of the time i juz wish i could sleep my days away... i have lost most of my urge to call Bryan, i juz wanna go for nice long coffee session... nice long skates in a park or juz a nice long peaceful walk. its hightime i got sum fats off me if i wanna get another guy LOL.