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WishList 2005

1. Backpacking

2. Brazillian Waxing

3. Full Face Waxing

4. Car Licence

5. Crazy Shopping Spree

6. EarringSSssss

7. Bike Licence

8. Taste Weed

9. New Handphone

10. Makeover

11. Lose 10kg

12. New Pair of Jeans

13. SunGlasses

14. A Pair Of Shoes

15. Siberian Husky Pup

16. Ball Python
not wat i was expecting
but juz as cute^^

17. Clubbing In Malaysia

18. Slack At A Beach Resort

19. Get A Good Watch For My Mummie

20. Get A Mont Blanc Pen For Daddie

21. PlayStation 2

22. Another Pair Of Jeans

23. Earphones

*smiles*

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Friends

.:Danyael:.
.:Daryl:.
.:DreamBoi:.
.:LostBody:.
.:Ivan:.
.:Jacy:.
.:Nad:.
.:Princess:.
.:Ray:.
.:Red:.
.:Sheepie:.
.:Stacy:.
.:Veronica:.
.:Vik:.

Skool, Friends...and a so called boyfriend....

Skool is juz plain stressful.. tehre r so many project but i juz dun even knwo how to start wif single one of them. one of my project is now done by my partner... i could hardly communicate wif her... much less work wif her... *sigh* i seriouslly dunno wat to do.

Then there is Bryan... AGAIN... we had a little fight over my present job... which i will start on thursdya.... but seriously i dun relaly like it... the system suck... i mean its plain crap.. if i finish at 12 i have to take my own transport home... Its fuckign 12.... tell me! how am i suppose to get a bloody bus home? anyways... he said he woudl pickme up frm city hall tmr after skool... adn treat me to a midnight movie, after that he will try to plan sumthing enjoyable... i'm so amazed and amused... but i bet its all talk and no actions again... trust me... not even 1/2 of that he says he is gonna do is real.. *pfft*

Oh yea... and i just realised... *silly me* that maybe 1/2 of wat he said last night might not be real either... -.-||| i had to hit my head on the floor 4 times b4 i actually realized that...

And yes of coz my dear friend who has been wif me all the time... i got fucked up real bad... LOL i feel so stressed.. so sad that i'm making everyoen feel so *not good* so angry wif me... they have doen wat they could to cheer me up... and make me see that everything is juz not gonna work out.. and that i'm not the onli one suffering thur all this... i really appreciate everythign... and i know some r alreayd on the verge of giving up oen me... but still i will understand.. i ahev already lost stefan becoz of thsi relationship... i wouldn't be surprised if i lost a few more.... i'm juz too ezily cheated and to soft hearted to do anything right, but hurt myself even more... *sigh*.... i seriously am lost....