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Thursday, October 14, 2004
I took alook in my partner's blog today... my god.. i am so pissed at how much more snobish she can be!
QUOTE FROM A CHIRSTIAN'S SNOB BLOG
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well... Yesterday.. I had a very bad day.. My partner is again late for the presentation of the project.. and I was very angry because it was like for the 3rd time.. and I was not really angry that she didn't do much for the project.. but i really think that it is your responsibility as a partner to be present at the presentation.. for the past 2 times, she was late.. but i was fine with me.. cos i myself wasn't very ready and the project wasn't very ready.. but this time was like the 3rd time, and the presentation was at 1 pm.. I mean if you really have to work.. then dont let me know like 20mins before the presentation.. and worst still was she blamed me.. the sms(es) she sent was like razor blades piercing thru my heart.. the fact that i dont really like her in the first place, but still i worked very hard to get the project done.. the fact that she cant even get the report dont properly, yet she thinks that she can handle the project and she blamed me for not giving her a chance to do so.. And reason being that i worked hard to get the project done is because, even if i fail i will not wanna drag another person with me.. and i REALLY didn't appreciate it when she place the blames on me and when she said "Tell u wat. Since u r all snobish and perfect. U can jus carry on wif the presentation if u wan. Rich kids like u make me sick." I felt really insulted and I felt like i was given a tight slap across my face.. I felt like a fool all of a sudden.. why should i bother to help someone like that in the first place.. i was like telling myself 'jan, why bother stay up all night to get the project done, and getting such sms?'
Anyway, i was very angry.. i went ahead with the presentation. the lec asked me if she did participate in the project, I said yes.. then i was soo stressed.. i decide that i really need to cut my hair.. long hair makes me feel like my head is very heavy..but john managed to cheer me up a bit.. went for prayer meeting n BS.. my mood was a bit lifted up and feeling better..
Came home.. then Quanjie and Munsang was like trying to cool me off what happened in the day.. Even thou I know I am the biggest fool on earth, still i sent them the project so that they can pass to her.. and she can get to present.. give Quanjie and Munsang face.. anyway.. Munsang n Quanjie n "her" used to be from the same class.. and Munsang did help me quite a bit... so ya...
Then i was talking to andy.. I was like joking to him.. cos he has a headache for sometime.. i was jokingly say that it might be tumour.. he got pissed with me.. and I simply cannot tolerate people using the F word on me.. so I didn't wanna talk to him after that..there is a limit to my patience, and he have been scolding me time n again for the smallest mistake or sometimes no mistakes and i have had enough..i mean as much as i cherish this friendship.. all he did was to make things difficult for me.. and no matter how hard i try to show him concern etc.. it is like never enough.. and all he does each time after he vent his anger on me was just a sorry.. which i time and again, forgive him thinking that he was sincere.. but no.. he treat me like dirt.. and i really am tired trying and if he dont wanna this friendship.. then there is nothing i can do and i really dont wanna cheapen myself to give in all the time.. it is NOT my fault that he is in a depression or he is lost in a world of his own... I have no obligation to help him find a gf and no obligation to let him vent his anger on me.. I really cherish the friendship we had, but i am too tired.. I am never good enough to him...
After yesterday, i felt like a punching bag.. why ppl vent their anger on me?
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I dun understand how ppel like her can have so many wonderful things in life...
QUOTE FROM A CHIRSTIAN'S SNOB BLOG
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well... Yesterday.. I had a very bad day.. My partner is again late for the presentation of the project.. and I was very angry because it was like for the 3rd time.. and I was not really angry that she didn't do much for the project.. but i really think that it is your responsibility as a partner to be present at the presentation.. for the past 2 times, she was late.. but i was fine with me.. cos i myself wasn't very ready and the project wasn't very ready.. but this time was like the 3rd time, and the presentation was at 1 pm.. I mean if you really have to work.. then dont let me know like 20mins before the presentation.. and worst still was she blamed me.. the sms(es) she sent was like razor blades piercing thru my heart.. the fact that i dont really like her in the first place, but still i worked very hard to get the project done.. the fact that she cant even get the report dont properly, yet she thinks that she can handle the project and she blamed me for not giving her a chance to do so.. And reason being that i worked hard to get the project done is because, even if i fail i will not wanna drag another person with me.. and i REALLY didn't appreciate it when she place the blames on me and when she said "Tell u wat. Since u r all snobish and perfect. U can jus carry on wif the presentation if u wan. Rich kids like u make me sick." I felt really insulted and I felt like i was given a tight slap across my face.. I felt like a fool all of a sudden.. why should i bother to help someone like that in the first place.. i was like telling myself 'jan, why bother stay up all night to get the project done, and getting such sms?'
Anyway, i was very angry.. i went ahead with the presentation. the lec asked me if she did participate in the project, I said yes.. then i was soo stressed.. i decide that i really need to cut my hair.. long hair makes me feel like my head is very heavy..but john managed to cheer me up a bit.. went for prayer meeting n BS.. my mood was a bit lifted up and feeling better..
Came home.. then Quanjie and Munsang was like trying to cool me off what happened in the day.. Even thou I know I am the biggest fool on earth, still i sent them the project so that they can pass to her.. and she can get to present.. give Quanjie and Munsang face.. anyway.. Munsang n Quanjie n "her" used to be from the same class.. and Munsang did help me quite a bit... so ya...
Then i was talking to andy.. I was like joking to him.. cos he has a headache for sometime.. i was jokingly say that it might be tumour.. he got pissed with me.. and I simply cannot tolerate people using the F word on me.. so I didn't wanna talk to him after that..there is a limit to my patience, and he have been scolding me time n again for the smallest mistake or sometimes no mistakes and i have had enough..i mean as much as i cherish this friendship.. all he did was to make things difficult for me.. and no matter how hard i try to show him concern etc.. it is like never enough.. and all he does each time after he vent his anger on me was just a sorry.. which i time and again, forgive him thinking that he was sincere.. but no.. he treat me like dirt.. and i really am tired trying and if he dont wanna this friendship.. then there is nothing i can do and i really dont wanna cheapen myself to give in all the time.. it is NOT my fault that he is in a depression or he is lost in a world of his own... I have no obligation to help him find a gf and no obligation to let him vent his anger on me.. I really cherish the friendship we had, but i am too tired.. I am never good enough to him...
After yesterday, i felt like a punching bag.. why ppl vent their anger on me?
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I dun understand how ppel like her can have so many wonderful things in life...