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WishList 2005

1. Backpacking

2. Brazillian Waxing

3. Full Face Waxing

4. Car Licence

5. Crazy Shopping Spree

6. EarringSSssss

7. Bike Licence

8. Taste Weed

9. New Handphone

10. Makeover

11. Lose 10kg

12. New Pair of Jeans

13. SunGlasses

14. A Pair Of Shoes

15. Siberian Husky Pup

16. Ball Python
not wat i was expecting
but juz as cute^^

17. Clubbing In Malaysia

18. Slack At A Beach Resort

19. Get A Good Watch For My Mummie

20. Get A Mont Blanc Pen For Daddie

21. PlayStation 2

22. Another Pair Of Jeans

23. Earphones

*smiles*

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Friends

.:Danyael:.
.:Daryl:.
.:DreamBoi:.
.:LostBody:.
.:Ivan:.
.:Jacy:.
.:Nad:.
.:Princess:.
.:Ray:.
.:Red:.
.:Sheepie:.
.:Stacy:.
.:Veronica:.
.:Vik:.

Haha... as everyone expected Bryan will always be the bastard that he is... and to think i missed him and was happy to see him yesterday... he was a fuckign waste of my time... i should had gone to sentosa yesterday.

I already told him i was getting a job and that i would have to work on some saturdays, when iw as at his camp yesterday. and he said okie.... and today... he comes telling me he woudl think about it and might make me quit my job... i mean like.. wat the fuck right.. i told u everything yesterday u r okie.. now u tell me u wan me not to take the job and if i do he wans me to quit...

He wouldn't make time for me, he won't support me, he wouldn't even think about how bored i am waiting for him everyday. I need the cash to do the thing i wanna do on my 21st bday. He is a bastard!

He controls wat i wan to do and treatens me. He told me since u dun wan then okie lor.. then u can go and do the thing that u wan i dun fuck care already... like wat the fuck sia... so i told him back he can juz tell me straight in the face that if he wan me to fuck off his life. he could had juz said so. cos he desyroys my life by makign me wait for him. he can't support me he can't make time for me, but all he does is force me to make all this happen for him. and that he could go back to his fucking shwan and that he treats me like crap. and guess wat his fucking reply was... "okie". Like... FUCK YOU BRYAN TAN. u r a fucking arsehole and a playboy! You have been a fucking waste of my time and a damn waste of my effort.

oh oh and guess wat... he's not coming to the chalet, when he promised that he would... i already told himin saturday that i wanna stay till sat night.. and he says okie... but today.. he tells me that he thought i agreed to go home wif him on sat morning... FUCK YOU! u told u everything b4 hand and u thought! u can thought that i loved u and that i really miss u... Coz i'm NV gonna miss that arse again! he is a liar, a playboy and an arsehole!

I'm going to so fucking keep this fucking job! he can either make time to come find me, if not he can juz fucking go round fucking girls again. I DUN FUCKING CARE. i'm nto gonna let him control my life! I'M NOT EVEN MARRIED TO HIM. and that's not teh point! HE DOESNT DO ANYTHING TO MAKE ME EVEN THINK HE IS WORTH ANYTHING. HE DIDN"T EVEN GET ME ANYTHING FOR OUR 1ST YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!!! INSTEAD HE MADE ME CRY!

I hate you and i hope u die in army!