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WishList 2005

1. Backpacking

2. Brazillian Waxing

3. Full Face Waxing

4. Car Licence

5. Crazy Shopping Spree

6. EarringSSssss

7. Bike Licence

8. Taste Weed

9. New Handphone

10. Makeover

11. Lose 10kg

12. New Pair of Jeans

13. SunGlasses

14. A Pair Of Shoes

15. Siberian Husky Pup

16. Ball Python
not wat i was expecting
but juz as cute^^

17. Clubbing In Malaysia

18. Slack At A Beach Resort

19. Get A Good Watch For My Mummie

20. Get A Mont Blanc Pen For Daddie

21. PlayStation 2

22. Another Pair Of Jeans

23. Earphones

*smiles*

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Friends

.:Danyael:.
.:Daryl:.
.:DreamBoi:.
.:LostBody:.
.:Ivan:.
.:Jacy:.
.:Nad:.
.:Princess:.
.:Ray:.
.:Red:.
.:Sheepie:.
.:Stacy:.
.:Veronica:.
.:Vik:.

Bryan didn't even border... all he did was to sms me, telling me if i still love him i would call him back asap if not he would forget about the relationship... but my phone was off... so a another sms which was timed 4 mins after the 1st one... said that he would take it as a no and that everythign is over.. he wished me lal the best and good bye. *sigh* wat pride... his pride seriously hurt me... he makes very thing seem like my fault when i'm the one suffering here...

i can't cry i can't do nuts... but i juz feel sad.. why did i love a perosn like this? a person that is so hard hearted, so egoistic, so loveless...he doesn't care for my heart and he doesn't know how much i love him... he juz hurts me and enjoys it... i bet he was having a great time with shwan or who ever.... and the comign 2 weeks i bet he is gonna be so happy he got me out of his life... i pary hard my next guy wouldn't be like tat... i seriously dun wan to love sumoen like tat anymore...

The funnie thing is i still love bryan so much that i keep wanting to call him... but its so obvious.. i'm juz gonna hurt myself again... i'm loving sumone who doesn't love me at all... sumone who onli wans to use me and hurt me. *sobz* why did i love a person like this?