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WishList 2005

1. Backpacking

2. Brazillian Waxing

3. Full Face Waxing

4. Car Licence

5. Crazy Shopping Spree

6. EarringSSssss

7. Bike Licence

8. Taste Weed

9. New Handphone

10. Makeover

11. Lose 10kg

12. New Pair of Jeans

13. SunGlasses

14. A Pair Of Shoes

15. Siberian Husky Pup

16. Ball Python
not wat i was expecting
but juz as cute^^

17. Clubbing In Malaysia

18. Slack At A Beach Resort

19. Get A Good Watch For My Mummie

20. Get A Mont Blanc Pen For Daddie

21. PlayStation 2

22. Another Pair Of Jeans

23. Earphones

*smiles*

Archives

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Friends

.:Danyael:.
.:Daryl:.
.:DreamBoi:.
.:LostBody:.
.:Ivan:.
.:Jacy:.
.:Nad:.
.:Princess:.
.:Ray:.
.:Red:.
.:Sheepie:.
.:Stacy:.
.:Veronica:.
.:Vik:.

MY 1st yera anniversary relly sucked... its was sumthing so like everyday. wat was worst obviously bryan was still keepingin contact with that bastard shawn... i mean so at if he has problem and frm my experience of hearing his problems its all minor things and things tat is his fault. so he deserved everything that is coming to him... i dun understand why Byrna actaully has to care for him, if he really doesn't care or wan to contact him any more... it was a real piss off... -.-||| i hate shawn he spoils my day every time.. and one day i'll leave bryan becoz of him again.. since he wans him to much he can keep him... i'll find someone else.. *humpf*

Anyways yea... as i said b4... Byran didn't get anything... and i know that he won't get me anything. even thou he promised that when he came out he would get me a cake and a pesent for our anniversary... Sigh... i'm such a... push-over... But anyways... we didn't quarrel over it. instead i cried and he was coaxing me... and i told him it was a horrible 1st year anniversary. so yea.. at least he coaxed me.. btu still its nto gonnachange the fact that shawn is still important to him... *growls*

Okies... anyway... today (1st Sept 04) is my anniversary and the day that Bryan books in to army. had a bit of a mix up during orientation today, and we lost Bryan. I dunno to be sad or happy today.. i mean its like he didn't really care for me but he did become sweeter over the last few days when i'm wif him. but still its not enuff. i have a feeling he is keeping stuff for me.. and i'm it hink goign to army would be a start of a new nightmare for me... i think he is gonna keep alot of things frm me and the pple he mixes wif r gonna scare me. army spoils a boy. *sigh* i have so many worries... i wonder if he even feels sad that he is not gonna see me for the next 1.5 weeks. he didn't so much as hold my hand today... and i was expecting to get a kiss b4 we left... *sigh* so sad... Anyways... no big deal if he is not gonna miss me, then forget it.. i can get by 3 weeks wif out him calling me or even meeting i dun see why 1.5 weeks would be difficult for me... *pfft* Guys.... *humpf* they r all the same...

At least in teh night he did try to call me to talk to me... but it was onlif or a short while, becoz it was not convient... i think he called shawn too.. *growls* shawn... its always shawn... one day.. i tell u one day.... i'm gonna leav him becoz of that bloody bastard... *growls* anyways now i'm juz dead worried for the pple he is mixing wif and if he is gonna be okie inside... lol i missed him when i was even on the mrt back... i wonder if he even misses me...~*sobz* i'm such a push over...... i hope he loves me as much i really do love him.. then again... my friends sya i put TOO MUCH hope into this relationship... i'm not surprised if he lets me dwn again sum time soonish....