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WishList 2005

1. Backpacking

2. Brazillian Waxing

3. Full Face Waxing

4. Car Licence

5. Crazy Shopping Spree

6. EarringSSssss

7. Bike Licence

8. Taste Weed

9. New Handphone

10. Makeover

11. Lose 10kg

12. New Pair of Jeans

13. SunGlasses

14. A Pair Of Shoes

15. Siberian Husky Pup

16. Ball Python
not wat i was expecting
but juz as cute^^

17. Clubbing In Malaysia

18. Slack At A Beach Resort

19. Get A Good Watch For My Mummie

20. Get A Mont Blanc Pen For Daddie

21. PlayStation 2

22. Another Pair Of Jeans

23. Earphones

*smiles*

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Friends

.:Danyael:.
.:Daryl:.
.:DreamBoi:.
.:LostBody:.
.:Ivan:.
.:Jacy:.
.:Nad:.
.:Princess:.
.:Ray:.
.:Red:.
.:Sheepie:.
.:Stacy:.
.:Veronica:.
.:Vik:.

I felt so bad today~ my childhood friend's bday and i didn't get her a thing... Her husband, Bronzee was so sweet... he forked out all his money juz to get the new ericsson phone for her... juz becoz she said that she was envious of pple having colour phones... he even got her the lastest model... 700 sumthing... addie is so lucky...

But sadly i felt so out of place today... coz i guess i couldn't mix will wif her friends... luara wan chirstina was at her place to... the 3 of them were like... so erm... close... i felt i shouldn't even be there... than god Joyce, addie's sis was back frm UK... she there to talk to me most of the time wif Bronzee... *phew*

We had pizza, sushi and cake... My god... u should had seen how big the slices were... They were so HUGE! coz she sis juz got back frm the UK and she is so used to the huge servings of food there that she brought it home wif her... i could'hardly even finish 1/2 the cake....



Well.. okie.. i bet its no surprise that i'm gonna talk about bryan again... but yea... i really wished he didn't sms or tried callign me today... my heart totally melted again.... he smsed me sutmhign like he woudl be relased tmr coz he had to go for sum appointment for his foot... but i juz sms him, telling him that he sould juz forgte the whole relationship coz this whole is wouldn't work out no matter how hard we try.... i also told him that thsi whole thing is juz makign the both of us suffer for nth... and that he should find sumone he really loves, not like the way that he is forcing himself to love... even thou he did try his best ... its was juz not there... then he replied me telling me that i'm making him suffer but he respects my decisions... i replied him telling him that he was not the onli suffering... then i got a message frm him telling sumone else that that he had bad news and that he broke up wif me... *wat pride Seehhesss* then he messaged me good night wif a *muacks* my heart truned to butter and i *muacks* him back.... *rolls her eyes* wat a weakling i am... and THANK GOD! he had to return his phone... *phew*

okie so all in all in this long long and boring mushy paragraph... we broke up but we r still kissing... *sheese* i juz really hope he won't call him tmr... even if get into depression i still dun ever wan him to call me... it woudl make both our lives so much easier and simpler if we juz got a new partner and start anew life... thsi relationship is juz not healthy in anyway... *sigh*... i miss him already but i hate this relationship so much... talk abot indecieve... *rollls her eyes again*