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WishList 2005

1. Backpacking

2. Brazillian Waxing

3. Full Face Waxing

4. Car Licence

5. Crazy Shopping Spree

6. EarringSSssss

7. Bike Licence

8. Taste Weed

9. New Handphone

10. Makeover

11. Lose 10kg

12. New Pair of Jeans

13. SunGlasses

14. A Pair Of Shoes

15. Siberian Husky Pup

16. Ball Python
not wat i was expecting
but juz as cute^^

17. Clubbing In Malaysia

18. Slack At A Beach Resort

19. Get A Good Watch For My Mummie

20. Get A Mont Blanc Pen For Daddie

21. PlayStation 2

22. Another Pair Of Jeans

23. Earphones

*smiles*

Archives

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Friends

.:Danyael:.
.:Daryl:.
.:DreamBoi:.
.:LostBody:.
.:Ivan:.
.:Jacy:.
.:Nad:.
.:Princess:.
.:Ray:.
.:Red:.
.:Sheepie:.
.:Stacy:.
.:Veronica:.
.:Vik:.

yesterday was truely horrible... anyway anything to do wif Bryan is truely horrible... i went over to his place at about 6pm to get my dvd back. the night b4 i was so gald i pissed him off enuff, by curing his family, to get him to force me into a fight with him. LOL. so yea.. i was forced into his house, into his room. its was more of a cat fight then a fist fight. LOL wat can i say... i'm not build for fighting... he really is a bastard. He is bornone and he will die as one. he tried refraining my scratches by tring to strangle me.. -.-||| and whenhe dared to me repeat wat i cursed the night b4. i did it. A shocking slap was sent across my face; my lips got in the somehow and kinda started bleeding. Atleast i got him back wif a cheast full of cat scratches and a sore eye(frm wat he said).

i didn't know then, should i be happy or juz plain disappointed. Happy: he really is the bastard that he is and that loving me didn't mean a thing to himsince he could say and do all those things to me. Disappointed: i thought he was better then this. but hey... *shrugs* We even fought until his front door, that's then his dad came dwn to stop us. "Bastard", was the last thing he heard me said when i left his house. i headed for the steps at the end of the corridor and sat there for the next 1hour and 30min LOL. i was in shock, i couldn't walk and i couldn't even hold my ciggies wifout my hands shaking like mad... and there, as i sat, we quarrel through sms-es.... he seriously proved me right for scolding him all the things he did.

When i manged to get cab to go my sweet arse home, he msges me tat he still lovesme and all that crap. I mean like WTF! after everythign u did u to me and he said u still love me? WAT BULLSHIT!!!!!!!!

*sigh* when i was at home... i got sick and tired of quarreling wif him. so i told him... he was right for everything he said and tat everything he did was right, and i was all wrong for anything and everything. i didn't feel a need to fight like this since he was such a bastard. That was when, after miles and miles of explaination, he said he wanted to call me, juz to hear wat he has to say... i have no freaking idea why i even bordered! Thank god for Zoo Tycoon! I could hardly pay attention to wat he said. i didn't wan to feel hurt or jealous any more... but even thou i was not paying attention, he managed to still get me to shed tears for him. I think its becoz he told me how sad he was when i left his house and how he cried over it after i left... i have a veri soft spot for guys crying.... i'm such a Lollipop. *pfft*

After that i dunno why but we started to talk normalling like we used to b4 all this crapped happened. he explained to me that Doll's DJ was not his girl and al tat crap. he explained to me how irritatign she was and how lame she was... even mehmeh was way better then her. LOL yea.. so tonight i might be having dinner wif him. i wonder if another cat fight is gonna take place.*sigh* i need a puppie. ASAP!

Right now, i and dame late for skool, skool is suppose to start at 9 for me but i only woke up at 10. LOL and i have to go get myself a new top, frm harbourfront. *sigh* i feel so lz today.