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WishList 2005

1. Backpacking

2. Brazillian Waxing

3. Full Face Waxing

4. Car Licence

5. Crazy Shopping Spree

6. EarringSSssss

7. Bike Licence

8. Taste Weed

9. New Handphone

10. Makeover

11. Lose 10kg

12. New Pair of Jeans

13. SunGlasses

14. A Pair Of Shoes

15. Siberian Husky Pup

16. Ball Python
not wat i was expecting
but juz as cute^^

17. Clubbing In Malaysia

18. Slack At A Beach Resort

19. Get A Good Watch For My Mummie

20. Get A Mont Blanc Pen For Daddie

21. PlayStation 2

22. Another Pair Of Jeans

23. Earphones

*smiles*

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Friends

.:Danyael:.
.:Daryl:.
.:DreamBoi:.
.:LostBody:.
.:Ivan:.
.:Jacy:.
.:Nad:.
.:Princess:.
.:Ray:.
.:Red:.
.:Sheepie:.
.:Stacy:.
.:Veronica:.
.:Vik:.

Okie fine... so i am weak~ Dinner yesterday with bryan was good i guess, thou i didn't relly ate anything, since i was still torn by wanting to kill him for wat happened the day b4. *growls* after dinner we had a couple of beers. Be back later... having a boring lecture now... ZzzZ
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Okie i'm back... rotting at home now... *sigh* i am so damn tired. as i was saying just now... i'm backwif Bryan again.... wat a pain i am right? LOL anyways, the relationship is onli going on as a trial and for safty measures.... coz i dun even know if i'm pregant! LOL my period is already one week late and i have been puking quite alot and eating large amounts of junks. *Oinks* lol yea... so last night, he was resuring me that i would see changes in him this time and that he will try to be the best boyfriend that he can be. *shrugs* this has already happened so many times that i wouldn't be surprised if things r gonna be juz then same in about 2 weeks time.

Last night while we were slacking near the Padang field. The way he talked and treated me kinda reminded me about matthew... coz he was nice and mean at the same time but always giving in, wanting a kiss or a hug now an then. Erm... i was kinda freaked out. LOL. and i really wondered does he really love as Matthew had? if he did, he really did love me more then juz a bit. but hey~who knows.

But i'm guessing here... wat if its juz becoz he wans to do sumthing to make up for that slap he gave me? or was it juz for sum "pride thing" that guys always have. *shrugs* LOL anyways.. yea me and him r together and sad to say, i'm sorri, but after that slap, i dun love him as much as i used to. I can't love a person who would hurt me both physically and mentally, or rather i woudl nv trust a person with my heart who would do such things.

He's out wif his Cousin now for dinner, *shrugs* i wouldn't even wan to know if that was a lie... but heck... he can do wat he wans. Until i find out that i'm pregant or not, i promised him not to talk to him about how r relationship is. And during this time he has promised me he woudl showme that he can change for me and that he will be the best guy he can be. Haha... Lets juz see then.